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Living in the body,the creative act and the dreamtime

Posted 01-19-2018 at 03:39 PM by Katiethegreat (Needlework and seedlings)
Updated 01-20-2018 at 09:26 PM by Katiethegreat

Well I went to do some reading but ended up dancing to lykki li's dance,dance,dance.It feels good to live in the body instead of the mind,to remember we are not just our minds and thoughts but bodies that feel passion,emotion and feeling.I feel like the west has such a lockdown on emotion as if it needs to be quelled at all times and everything so mechanical and rational,every answer you read to anything is science based,reason based - no spirit,no emotion allowed.I get so tired of the dominance...
In all chaos there is a cosmos
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nighttime mysteries,tapering down and doctors,wishful lives

Posted 01-18-2018 at 05:55 PM by Katiethegreat (Needlework and seedlings)
Updated 01-19-2018 at 01:38 PM by Katiethegreat

Well I've decided to go the safest way possible tapering and to consult with doctors etc,this will take many months.It seems none of them have any training in tapering nor often want to take you off their heinous medications.I have very low trust and strong loathe of western medicine.All I want is to come off these toxic heinous meds and to see a healer,and heal my brain - that might be too lofty a goal but I'm tired of living out of whack with my principles.It stifles the soul to never live to...
In all chaos there is a cosmos
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Illuminating dreams,weighing options and beauty of chaos

Posted 01-16-2018 at 01:03 PM by Katiethegreat (Needlework and seedlings)
Updated 01-17-2018 at 05:41 PM by Katiethegreat

Mark yon bright beauty, in her tragic airs,
How her clear white the mighty smother tinges!
Delicious chaos! that such beauty bares!-
And now those eyes outstretch their silken fringes,
Staring bewildered-and anon she tears
Her raven tresses ere the wide flame singes-
Oh! would she feel as I could do, and cherish
One wild forgetful rapture, ere all perish!-

- New Canto - Lady Caroline Lamb.

Well still struggling with new...
In all chaos there is a cosmos
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Fire and Flood,the courage not to care and wayward spirits

Posted 01-13-2018 at 12:13 PM by Katiethegreat (Needlework and seedlings)
Updated 01-14-2018 at 06:18 PM by Katiethegreat

Be dauntless in this, then, not any forced will of your own, nor any forced submission, but a certain real trust, and the courage not to care.
D.H Lawrence

Well I found another girl going through what I'm going through,same drug(risperidone)same sort of brain damage,I wish I could write to her.Like me she feels death is the only solution.I felt better Sunday but had more damage Sunday night,this has left me with a very carefree who cares what happens anymore feeling,as if...
In all chaos there is a cosmos
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Music as a lifeline,tides of misfortune and suicidal days

Posted 01-10-2018 at 01:43 PM by Katiethegreat (Needlework and seedlings)
Updated 01-14-2018 at 06:19 PM by Katiethegreat

I made a print of my favourite house by the sea,because it was the only thing capable of rousing feeling in me,my brain is just so damaged that it is hard to feel what things evoke or enjoy anything.That I was having a response and daydreams about this house meant I clung to it strongly for weeks as the last thing getting me through,this one day life.Unfortunately on Thursday afternoon I was looking at some images on tumblr and something went click in my brain and now I don't feel any response to...
In all chaos there is a cosmos
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