Spoke to my Irish friend again on okcupid he gave me some good advice he got from a mystic or someone about not studying past lives too much or otherworld information in case it bleeds into this life or becomes too traumatising.Ive read other things like hashing up old lives brings in the karma of those lives and I felt intuitively too that it should be often left alone.

But mine I can't help,it comes to me.
For now my mood is being productive and maybe being productive I'll...

Studied Caro (lady Caroline lamb) this morning,I desperately want her letters but it's 110 dollars.
Then I looked a little at 'goddesses of flow' which I'm still studying now saraswati is the main one but I happened upon the goddess of flow as rhea.
I thought about how miraculous it is when writing or art just flows out,the holy visition of poetry.
I'm going to study Celtic poetic practices today too.

I have so many little creative projects I want to do a book of poetry...

Have been speaking to an Irish boy on okcupid about soulmates,reincarnation and the like wrote a short post about the red string of fate and Yuanfen for my new blog.I really prefer European spiritual traditions,especially my own ancestral traditions which I'm thinking about all the time.
I wonder how people are guided without it.

thinking of doing block prints and linocuts of various goddesses or whatever else I give birth too.i will buy supplies for it yet again.my favourite...

Home organised,chores done and prettied up.I've got a flower crown on today to celebrate summer solistice and really wish I could paint the Irish sun goddess Etain - again to celebrate the summer and the complete adoration and love the sun gives us.
But inwardly I'm still in wintery Xmas moods perhaps I've never climatised to Australia,spiritually,physically or emotionally.
Reading about the sun as a wheel,can't say I'm into summer I love winter and spring.
I will still watch...

Well I'm feeling much better today at last after two weeks of severe sorrow.
Have my hair in a plait and bought a gingerbread house and some decorations,also a portable DVD player to watch Xmas movies on,right now I'm watching frosty the snowman,hope life improves but overall I'm happier.