But I know I wouldn't do it..too much of a ***** for that...maybe if I stop taking my blood pressure and diabetes medication the conditions will catch up with me and hopefully a quick fatal stroke or heart attack will make things easier for me.

Is the financial stress..is the stuff I keep hearing about people getting their rent raised by 40,50 0r 60%..people using 60-70% of their take home pay for rent or mortgage..Homeowner's Insurance in this area is obscene...$6-$7K a year if...