well i am back .. returning to city-data once more .. i miss all the great bloggers .. the people .. lil things that make up city-data ...

i feel the great emptyness from deep with in .. it grows as the days and nights must go on .... i rambling on here and there like the wind ... no real place to call home .... never stoping in one place for long . always on the go .. i am a nomad for ever roaming a lost traveler ... for i am nothing .....
by ; brenda

who am i ? you ask ... my heart races knowing what you want to know ... why must we play these lil mind games i think .. we both know in the end we will only end up at a dead end .. each mad cause the other didnt give in ... we go through this all the time ...wasting each others time ... i look at you , hopeing you know the answer or how hard it is for me to talk when things get heated ... you sit and pout , thrusting out your bottom lip...

there's a certain sadness that come's from with in .. no matter how much you pretend or smile , its there waiting ... you try to hide it ..as if its not really there but it is ... your friends start to notice little things ... you put on a great show and smile face of course .. but on the inside your screaming to be left alone .. your pains deep , you may be able to hide it but theres ... ** Sadness With in *** ....you put on a great show for all the world but once alone the tears fall like rain...

thoughts of you fill my pretty lil head ..its all i can do to fill in my time .. such sweet moments filled with such deep feelings of desires .. you take me places only others wish they could .. and how i dream of lazy days filled with you in them ..i am lost with out you , do i dare to dream of wanting more ..i am greedy with our time ..i am so lost with out it ..i want to hug you, whisper sweet nothings in your ears and softly kiss your neck feel your heat rise as i place my hands on your chest...