In love with my escort

[quote=RunWild;28051576]I'm divorced and was just having fun. After seeing a dozen or so high-priced escorts, I ran into one that just blew me away. It felt like love at first sight. Within our first few moments in bed together, she snuggled up to me and it felt as if she'd been there forever. I've been seeing her for almost a year and it just keeps getting better and better. The sex went from okay to amazing. We usually spend a couple of days and nights together and I am always incredibly sad when it is time to leave. I'm 50 and she's 22. This is crazy impossible so I kept my feelings to myself. At best to let on is just setting myself up for a big fall. She knows I care about her but I never let on how much until last week. We were eating when I think I let it slip but I'm not really sure what I said. I meant to say something like I care about you and feel closer every time we see each other. But I think I said I'm falling in love. So I tried to cover my tracks and minimize what I had said, and told her not to worry about my head trips, that she's just so beautiful that it's easy to get carried away sometimes. But she said that she cares about me as well; that she finds this confusing, and then she attacked me and we had the best sex that I've had since I was in my twenties. And in her email the next day, she called me "my love". And she has never been one to hype the lovey stuff. That too was a first. I am her favorite and her best client but she has no reason to lie. She knows I'm not going away. She had me completely hooked long ago.

So I have to assume that she could be working me, but that really isn't her style. Another guy fell in love with her some time back and she refused to see him anymore. But with me she seems to be reciprocating. And she knows I will continue to see her whether she pretends to love me or not. So I don't know what to think. It was almost easier when I thought there was no chance. Now I'm not sure.

The worst of it is that she has affected me deeply in ways that no women ever has before, including all previous girlfriends and my ex wife.

I am so screwed! But I'll take whatever I can get. I am so pathetic! :o[/quote]

smart guy:rolleyes: