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Complex minds,spirit worlds,sweet intuition

Posted 08-30-2017 at 09:15 PM by Katiethegreat
Updated 08-31-2017 at 06:33 PM by Katiethegreat


Well I've been in the mode of reading on "mental illness" more rightly "spiritual illness",I tried to watch a beautiful mind about John Nash the schizophrenic/genuis but only got so far.Im reading too a book about a boy with bi polar who became a shaman and left the west.Its hard to keep it all with you,the spiritual aspect of things when society shouts a resounding no to all spiritual aspects of life,outright dismisses all spiritual belief as some form of mental illness.

It's alot to thread through,alot of people suffering enormously,alot of talk of meds,wards,brain errors and problems. I refuse to believe that the incredibly meaningful and mythic things that occur in my episodes - suddenly singing songs in arabic,seeing visions of the future of those I love,seeing some ancient Celtic man crying and crying is the result of some malfunction in my brain.Its not that simple,and I understand that life is mythical,magical and more complex than that.

I need to write up all my episodes as I have been really mourning my ability to walk worlds,to be highly intuitive and all those other gifts which these meds and the damage have ruined.To write down all the things that happen it's much too hard,full of far ranging connections of one symbol to another symbol,one idea to another idea,one vision into another vision all following some undercurrent truth.I remember I figured out in my recent episode the origins of the universe,that it was centered in Strega lore this went on for hours.My mind was just so riddled making such far flung mysterious connections rising out of the depths that I'm really mourning so badly what these meds have made of me and my sweet intuition..I feel destroyed in all my glory.

My gosh the intuition is powerful, I read yesterday:"Intuition or gut feelings can be thought of as the voice of our souls communicating to us.Whenever you feel drawn towards something or someone without a fearful motive you can be sure that this is your soul trying to guide you".I think sometimes that pull toward a soul tie can be karma wanting to be resolved too,but mostly it's the pull of the spirit guiding you on.I have never regretted following my heart or intuition.I can still suss out many things,I still have boxes of secrets still to rummage through and follow on,that the universe gave me for reasons we aren't always to know.I still feel the bone throwing shaman/seer who has not rised up to take her holy chair.rhymes


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