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OG dropped the biggest anvil on my head today. He said he's backing away to "focus on my family." Whatever the **** that means. I didn't think I was taking time away from his family seeing as how he is a 12 hour drive away from me. He comes on so strong, tells me things he said he hasn't told anyone else, talks about very intimate things, gets me to try things sexually I would have never considered before meeting him, sends me pictures, I send him pictures, we seem to be connecting and...

Remember that emotional roller coaster I wrote about a couple of blog posts back. Well, while grocery shopping tonight I experienced a new emotion, one I had yet to feel towards OG, anger. Like real, how dare he who the **** does he think he is anger.

Why was I angry? Because I'm still his secret. I told my husband everything because I respected OG so much my conscience couldn't keep him a secret. I have faith in my husband that he loves me enough to forgive me and work through...