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I'm ready for the end... I'm just ready to go to God now. I'm a bit confused if that is a wrong feeling. I feel it is a bit selfish...
Trettep...you have a lot of friends here, good people you can open up to and trust. DM anyone of us even just to vent out...I for one am willing to be a sounding board.
Just letting you know I'll be around for the next few hours and will keep this board up. So please come talk. You are a light in this dark world, trettep. We'll help you carry some of this weight you've got on your chest. We're here for you, friend.
Trettep, now is a time you must speak to a friend or close family member and let your feelings out. If there is no one you feel you can trust your feelings with, pick any person who has posted on this thread and DM them.
I'm ready for the end... I'm just ready to go to God now. I'm a bit confused if that is a wrong feeling. I feel it is a bit selfish...
You know somethin, Trettep? I am ready for the end now too and I do not think it is selfish.What can be wrong with a strong desire to go home, to rest, to be rid of our aches and pains? to be away from the things of this world that upset us so much?
I don't know how old you are, but for myself I find as I age (be 70 very soon) that I have no fear and actually look forward to going home..and I do not feel a bit selfish.about it..However, there are people in my life who love me and need me to take care of them until things change.
Then I look around and count the many blessings He gives me each and every day that I take for granted..My family, my home, the beauty of the mountains and the sky above and the opportunity to see the third generation from me brought into this world..Then I thank Him for this life, and this day and try my best to live it as if it were my last
I just tell myself..in His time..not mine..
God bless and I add myself to the list of cyber friends to talk via dm if you desire that..
I don't think it's selfish to desire more than this sinful,fallen world.It's very normal,imo,as this isn't our true home.
that said,do try to appreciate the blessings God has given you,even the little things,like looking out the window on a sunny day.
I don't know you trettep, but I am praying for you right now. I pray that you are not serious. I pray that you know how very, very much you would hurt the loved ones you leave behind. This is a very personal thing to put on a very public website- but my grandfather chose to end his own life when I was 11 years old. Nearly 40 years later and I STILL am not over it.
Please know that life is all about cycles/phases/ebbs and tides. Things ALWAYS get better- always. I thank God that I never chose to do something drastic in my darkest hours, as I would have missed SO very many wonderful, meaningful, beautiful moments that have come time and time again since.
As the others have said- feel free to DM me, as well- or even better yet- call a hotline and talk to someone who is trained to help you through this moment in time. God bless you.
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