ok so I been seeing Jesus but it is like there is always two or three males together ... and which is who I can't guess.
so a few days ago he kind of promised to be just himself, no shapeshifting .. he was daughtery this last week after one of our BOOM BOOM.. fights . so i kind of sat at the bar with a daughtery look alike for dinner a few night ago. Now he didn't promise to be by himself ever .
so today there was a huge tall thin man...( brett like but older ) and a sweet faced white boy , seems very sensitive..
and a asiatic tri-racial kind of
" sea people" asiatic / almost Polynesian / native american but with curly hair ...looking guy.. you know almost like the Rock( not that tall) crossed with a bit of Mexican......and we know what the record says he looked like to Pilot. that description fits Brett best and the tall one I saw today who was way older than the other two .
.as I tried to understand or to define what I saw today at lunch . This verse came flooding into my mind.
" Jhn 14:7
“If you had known Me, you would have known My Father also; and from now on you know Him and have seen Him.”
and
Jhn 14:9
Jesus said to him, “Have I been with you so long, and yet you have not known Me, Philip? He who has seen Me has seen the Father; so how can you say, ‘Show us the Father'?
he says it many times .. " If you have seen me then you have seen the father...."
and " I only do what I see the Father doing " . he is fully representing the father not himself. .
OH man ... oh man...what if he came even looking like the Father to reveal the Father's heart for his people. The people rejected ( Jesus personifying ) the Father to the Father's people ? .. maybe they didn't really reject the son in all actuality . wow what if they did worse and rejected the Father in every way . could he have come clothed as/like the Father in form/or look thus to reveal the Fathers heart and purposes to the Father's people first ? and in this Form as how Adam was in his image being red in hair and skin and very tall . and why everyone history around the world speaks of giant red heads..
so Now If the real Jesus isn't the Father in type, form , Color , race . what might he be ? .. because a Khepa can be in and from and hiding in any race . but will be found more likely in sea people races.
so now which of the others is Jesus then really when he is not being the representative of the Father to the Jews, even being a son of David but no one knows exactly which race Bathsheba was or her father type or race. which was probably Hittite aka kittim aka "Cherokee" aka Cherkeesia but maybe with a Jew fro from David's family line.
SO of the two remaining men in that group could He be one of them? so who is Jesus then when he is being himself , and being his own type and when being his own genetics ? is that possible
could it be?
and maybe that is why the disciples didn't recognize him after he resurrected , maybe because he resurrected as himself. or after he went to the father he gave the father back his image maybe .
oh my my. because if he didn't come as himself.. could Jesus Not really look like the Father when he isn't being the Father to the Father's people? he in his flesh is the Son of David and Bathsheba, the one Older than Solomon.
oh by the way MY " almost me" but with longer hair than the bathing suit model 's hair and was more like Beckah Shae hair in length .. she was there talking to the tall one like he was her dad. that is what triggers the concept , that is OUR Father..
yep my life has been crazy/mind blowing for just months now. since before last Chanukah .
but I think I will study brett's band members closer.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IbdK6a7svp4
hum here we have an asiatic/ tri-raciel- ish ... native like .. sea people ish like one ..../ and little a nugget. and a tall thin one...
These don't match exactly any of the ones I saw today .. but that means less than nothing as my last about 8 moths would prove .. the cherokee looking one is closest .
but the three types presented in this band are at least interesting to note considering what I saw today. and the asiatic one likes to take my picture. maybe the spirit or the son? but the spirit likes to keep records and likes to witnesses things also . I also see this one serving and cooking things a lot.. but Jesus did that for his disciples and the spirit does that also..