my prayer

[Verna Perry]

Originally Posted by psalm25

Such an easy question to ask....and one that would seem to deem an easy answer.... but yet I can't seem to get to where you are. It all seems perfectly reasonable and such an easy thing to accomplish but I just can't cross over.... I can't explain it and don't know why..... call it doubt, call it stubborness, call it lack of will, call it being stupid....
I can see what you have, I know what you have.... I've been there before and then got swept away chasing after G-d for lack of better definitions.... and now stand on the banks of where I am.... Its like I can see across the river to where you are but yet can't seem to find a boat to get over there or maybe its I'm not suppose to cross..... Maybe I'm to stay where I am yet or for whatever reasoning G-d has for me to be blocked in this matrix I'm in. I know I need for Him to just answer what path I am to take..... If its His will that I stay in Judaism fine.... I will go where He wants. IF I am to come back to faith your in.... I am willing to accept that too...... I JUST NEED ASSURANCE..... I need firm knowledge from Him. I have no doubts your where you belong and it fills my heart with such joy you found what you have..... but as for me....... I'm still searching......
I don't know why I can't fully reach out and embrace what you have.... I would love to, I just............ can't and I have no explanation why....

...Dear psalm25..the Holy Spirit just whispered this to me as I came to this part of what you just posted...You said..."I'm still searching......" and the Holy Spirit said, "she's still searching because she has not come to Me...until she comes to Me, she'll not find what it is she's searching for...I AM the way, the truth and the life, and she'll not find what she is searching for until she seeks Me."...

[psalm25]

...Dear psalm25..the Holy Spirit just whispered this to me as I came to this part of what you just posted...You said..."I'm still searching......" and the Holy Spirit said, "she's still searching because she has not come to Me...until she comes to Me, she'll not find what it is she's searching for...I AM the way, the truth and the life, and she'll not find what she is searching for until she seeks Me."...

How can it be said that I haven't come or sought.... I think thats exactly what I have been doing.... My problem is instead of chasing I probably should just sit still.... and listen instead of always seeking..... but thats probably another whole post and debate.... but speaking of debates I always wondered....... *IF* G-d and Jesus are the same.... then what does it matter cause Jews serve G-d. If G-d is the Jesus then what they call him is of no importance. I get you believe its about the believing in death and reserection but do you understand what I'm saying...... IF THEY are the same then both religions are worshipping the SAME G-d...... just under different ways.
why thats relavent I don't know just something I was thinking about.....