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WOW some amazing things have been happening to me!
Once I type something below "something" will not let me change my text. And it's not the software. If this keeps up I think I will stick it on autopilot.
I have recently had the most extraordinary experience. And I want to change my ways. "being good"!
Expressing what happened to me inside is practically impossible.
I felt such sorrow and shame and hurt, it was of myself and the horrors happening in the world. Then at the same time I could feel the immense love of life, family, and friends that I cried my eyes out like a baby for an hour or more.
I could not sleep and my mind raced for days with a new clarity at the world and my new ability to look at the world (with the good and evil in it) and myself. It felt like I was going to go insane with this new chaos in my head. I then started pleading Save me Jesus Save me.. And the racing stopped. I began giggling with tears of joy. Spanky (my doggie) woke up and began barking at me, being playful, running in circles for no reason. It was like he felt it too. AMAZING! The more I think of the incident the more I see changing.
I have done many bad things but none I hope are not forgivable. I am stuck in a life I desperately want out of. AND AM!
My fate and faith is in his hands.
Leda
[email]Leda@ledamay.com[/email]
Every time I read this I cry and am assured I will be fine now...
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12-06-2009
I attended church this morning for the first time in 35 years. I found a local gay friendly Church online and called.
Pastor Ruby answered and I was choked up trying to talked with her. She immediately comforted me and I was able to get out my words.
She invited me right then. As soon as I walk in she knew it was me and came to me with open arms. We both cried. It was like I was home.
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It's is a small congregation and very open and friendly. Lots of work to do here!
I am diving in with both feet people. Something happened to me. Maybe it will you as well...
Leda
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I hope to keep what I felt strong inside me and work to understand the Bible more every day. Now I feel I was sent to my new congregation to help as many as I can deserving and willing to accept Jesus completely and survive by his will alone.
Leda
Last edited by Miss Blue; 12-08-2009 at 10:57 AM..
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