WOW! Thanks everyone for all of your wonderful suggestions! I will check them out!
I will have to say: Tonight, we went with some friends to a Bible Study that was organized by a pastor from another church. It was so laid back, and he was GOOD! And he taught on a subject that I really needed to hear!
He taught about the things we "want" and pray to God for and questioning Him about WHY He hasn't done it for you etc...
We, as Christians, know this truth! I have seen a lot of posts on here from people talking about being in God's time and within His will...but this man really drove it home for me tonight!
I feel SO UPLIFTED and so GOOD right now! It was just what I needed
So...now my husband and I have decided that we will get up EARLY on Sundays from now on and go to this other church at 8am for our OWN spritual growth, then go on over to our regular church at 10am and do what it is we always do

. Even though we aren't really being fed there, we will still get our "milk" and then be able to move on to our church and my husband can teach the youth group...this just may work afterall
