Last night sitting down to do the bills before dinner was even in the oven (fish & yams) .....
Going over numbers brought me back to the diet thoughts....
Talked a bit about sticking to paying things off etc. and how its nice to stick to things to the end just for the relief of being done...Which made a perfect transitional point to weight control....Had a big talk of "whats the deal" with his yo-yo crap and diet failure.
Him: "im just not trying"
Me: "yeh..no kidding" (sarcastic) "but why"
Him:" I dont know. I will start tormorrow"
Me:
" Ok...I'm,..well... I quit smoking not to annoy you. I lost weight so you wouldn't be the guy dating a fat chick."
Him: " you did that for you"
me: "Well no sh**! but that doesn't mean you are not a major factor. And I never said this before but I am going to just be blunt about it. I am not attracted to fat guys. Never have been, never will be. And you are lucky that you are charming or I would be running for the hills you stupid sh**" (lauging)
him: (Laughing) Thats so mean!
Me: Yeh well so is dying and leaving me for alone 20 years.
Him:
Me: Yeh F-it....If you are not going to try. Neither am I. Im not going to watch my weight and if I want a smoke I am going to have it. I guess I shouldnt be so uptight about things. Live and let live right?
Him: (starting to melt from apathetic to concerned to what this new sh*t-fit means)
Me: (getting down to the skivies to get ready for a shower)
So don't tell me if I gain and don't b*tch about cigarette smell either.
Him: (stewing in a pregnant pause watching me rip off my socks)
Well do you think I should start today? I should get on the bike.
Me: Yeh that would be a good idea (trots off to shower biting a lip to hold in glee)
Him: (changing his pants for the bike time)
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P O K E R FACE!
I am so glad that he didn't call me on it....
I dont want smoking and excess food again...Well I could go for a smoke...
But not getting fat again.
But maybe this is just further proof that you can talk men into anything if you are in your underwear.
Now lets see if it sticks again tonight. I think it may because after dinner we had these italian biscuits with our coffee and he was doing the nagging about how low fat/low cal they were and still tasted good.
And you know until this thread...I had forgotten about the blood pressure reading from last year. Its like the only cold and hard number I see as progress that really matters. Yes his body fat has gone down as well from 32 to 26. But its not as good because it still needs work.