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Originally Posted by ttz
Easy. Just go out and buy the most expensive sports car you can find. When I turn 40 (in a few years) I am going to buy a Nissan GT-R.
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Haha I just got rid of my Turbo'd Eagle Talon 4yrs ago when it burst into flames and do think about going back to another Fast + Furious
turbo car but they're a PITA to maintain ESPECIALLY when you get to be over 40 when everything seems just a little harder
I felt like a 'Young guy' up until the day I turned 40 and now at 43+ I'm having no choice but to concede that my youth is lost forever
and that I am in middle age and I do feel it. At 39 I could've probably passed for late 20's/early 30's and felt great mentally + physically but now I'm starting to look and feel older (more suddenly it seems) and the body has been changing even though I've been working out with the same weight set with the same basic routine since age 22. (I guess you can't stop those chemical + hormonal changes everyone goes through in mid-life) Within the last couple years it seems my father has become my grandfather and just realized I'm eligible to move into some retirement communities in a little over 6 yrs at age 50
I guess I thought I'd live forever until turning 40 and now the end seems inevitably clear and uncomfortably close even if I live to see 70 because in 16yrs I will be approaching 70 which just seems rediculous because almost yesterday that was my grandfathers age and looking a lousy 16 yrs BACK in time is a blink of an eye to me when I was <gasp> still in my 20's.
To me there's the VERY YOUNG (pre-pubescent), THE YOUNG (age 13-39), MIDDLE AGE (40-59), OLD (70-89), and REDICULOUSLY OLD (90+) On some levels I just see YOUNG + OLD with the dviding line at 40.
Is this type of thinking just normal mid-life crappy thinking or am I in need of a team of shrinks?!? Hope I didn't depress anyone else besdes myself just now.