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Originally Posted by deposite
Have you tried any retail jobs lately?
Also, take a break from the job hunting. Its not worth your health to be stressed out. Every now and then i take breaks, either to work on stories or take walks. That helps a lot.
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Yeah my coach had applications to some..actually that's almost all we've had to apply to lately. I have gotten more interviews than I used to but I never get my hopes up about them because I always think of the other candidates. I had one recently (I hope I did not jinx it by saying this) that seemed to be good in a way but I think about what wasn't so good about it. The guy said I stuttered. I'm glad he was honest though but it still worried me.
Actually in a way I don't do so much job hunting (I only do it once a week because that's when my coach can do it) but I guess when you really think about it, even if I'm not sitting there applying I'm still doing it. I'm looking for ways to be better. I'm looking on forums like these and constantly googling. It's the main thing on my mind, before I go to sleep when I'm out in a restaurant..you name it. The only way I am able to detract from it is by doing those sites but like I say they get old so I can't do them everyday like I used to. I have had plenty of days where I do take off the sites and don't really do them but it's like my mind won't let me and then because I'm not doing them I'll think about my unemployment more. Right now even though I did meet with my coach I feel so sleepy cuz I didn't do my sites today. I walk my dogs everyday but that doesn't really ease my mind. I miss playing video games more. It just seems like I can't enjoy them much if I don't have a full day due to subconscious guilt. So it gets worse because I feel that wave of sleepiness, I end up not doing much of anything that day which isn't good either. I used to do the dance workout on the playstation every day but either never give myself the time or just feel too sleepy.
If I'm not thinking about jobs initially, I'm thinking about my health and then that turns into thinking about how I don't have one because I don't like my doctor or I'm thinking about wanting to travel more but know I need to get a job to do that.