Do I Have A Eating Disorder???

[jp1018]

Originally Posted by yhwhshalomjr

Sorry to hear this:
Bulimia is what you call it; You need to call for a workup right away with a trusted counselor, You can't fix this on the internet, sweetie" It sounds like you may have Post-partum (blues) depression; The good news is that there is hope; but it's going to be liken unto a life raft" it won't do you any good unless you reach out and grab hold of it". The fact that you were honest and transparent enough to come on this forum is proof that you need help asap!!
I care about you and IMO you should call your family doctor, if there is a reason why you may not want to divulge this problem with him/her; ( I say this because I don't know the logistics) some people are from small towns where your business is everybody's business; but a referral to a Mental Health Practitioner would be the best bet, your information should be confidential unless you choose to share it with someone. This is dangerous for your health, especially if you are breast feeding, but also because the baby need you now ; a healthy state of mind and physically able to take care of the baby. Your electrolytes are at risk at being out of balance with "throwing up", So tommorow try to call and get some counseling before this goes too deep"; You'll be surprised at how common this type of depression is, and you will be able to get the proper treatment.
Will you give it a try, and let us know how you're doing?
Keeping you in my prayers
Hope to hear from you soon
God Bless

Your message brought tears to my eyes. I want to say thank you for caring so much I didn't think their were people out their still willing to lend a helping hand. Me being sick gets worse at my moms house, when I'm not their its better but I still know I need help. Their has also been alot going on in my life, I confronted an uncle that sexually abused me when I was younger and decided to cut him out of my life completely. I already know what is the problem its that I can't understand why my family acts like this person did nothing wrong and expects me to just forget everything just so they can go on with their picture perfect life.

[Mattie Jo]

jp, Families are often just like that. I would try to get some counselling as it could help you a lot, and bulimia is dangerous to your health.

[SavingMissKim]

I have suffered from an eating disorder for 8 years now. It is hell and it sounds like you are starting to experiment with one. What you are doing is not normal and if you continue to let it happen it will only continue to get worse and out of hand, so I think it is great that you recognize this and are asking for advice. Go see a professional. My advice to you is only this - be honest, first and formost with yourself and secondly with others.
Good luck.