Okay, two disclaimers:
* I don't really know anything about your situation at all except from your several posts on the subject, so no, I am not saying these things definitely happened, just asking that you consider them, if you want to.
* I really, really don't want to come off as "blaming"...again, just saying that you may want to consider the following, and I say that as someone who (I believe...again, based on really relatively little info) has actually been on both sides of this coin.
So here goes.
1. Your neighbor brought in your garbage cans. The general consensus here seems to be that he must be OCD to do that. But I am wondering...how long were your cans left out? I mean if it was just between the morning the garbage was picked up and that evening, say, I would think it was a little bit jumping the gun for your neighbor to bring the cans in before that time. But was it overnight, a couple days, or what? Again...I'm asking because I *don't* know...but if it was, say, a couple/few days then I don't think that's OCD, and I do think emptied cans lying around in front of someone's house could be off-putting to neighbors. If you leave them for any length of time, then a. it IS kind of unsightly and b. that could actually be the "concern" part of your neighbor's statement - maybe he is wondering whether someone is sick in the household or disabled or something.
2. I agree that, even if you're not too keen on social interaction, you could have at least left a quick note in their mailbox..."We appreciate that you brought in our garbage cans! Thanks" or maybe a plate of cookies, or something. Anything at all. And then, *personally*, I'd just have made sure I got my cans in a bit earlier next time, just in case the neighbor was actually doing this "service" just to get some thanks (there ARE people who are needy in that way). *That* would bug me but again, I'd just make sure I got the cans in faster. Again...this is assuming he wasn't bringing them in, like, an hour after the waste collectors had been around or something ridiculous like that.
3. I know what it's like to not be very social. In fact, as an adult, my son's neuropsych diagnosed me off the books, so to speak, as having Asperger Syndrome (this was before it was taken off the DSM V in May...it was actually a couple of years ago). I had sat down with him to discuss my son, not myself - my son has classic/Kanner autism and intellectual delay. I was to do an intake interview on his behalf and the neurosych stopped me halfway through to ask me if I had ever been DXd with Asperger. Anyway, what I'm getting at is: I totally understand how it can be to not be comfortable socially. BUT I FORCE myself to interact
in order to not have people misunderstand me. I do it for them, not for me, in other words. I started "teaching" myself how to speak with people (I mean literally, creating social stories in my head years before I'd ever even heard of a social story) at age 11. Today, at age 47, people can't believe that I am, most likely, on the autism spectrum. Why? Because I actively taught myself, step by step and interaction by interaction, over years and years,
what people want in an interaction in order to know they have understood me - right down to facial gestures, tone of voice, placement of arms/legs/hands/feet, gestures and so on. Don't get me wrong. I would still 100% take sitting quietly with a book or doing research over going to a party. But if a neighbor did something nice for me,
I would make myself find a way to say thank you. Your neighbor, rightly or wrongly, may have expected a thank you and never got one, and may have been hurt by that.
4. Some people have suggested that your neighbor's comment was passive-aggressive. I disagree. In fact, he seemed to be
directly addressing the point - attempting to open a conversation
directly regarding his concerns, whatever those might have been. YOU halted that (apparently - again, not enough info). Even with my degree of social disability, so to speak, I am mystified that you literally didn't even ask what he meant. I really am not able to visualize that scenario. He made that comment and then you walked away...? I just don't know what happened there.
5. Yes, it is possible that he said "we all" (I think that's what that post stated) as a fairly typical (of human beings.
) way of sort of spreading out the blame, so to speak. This is (I think) a really important point: he may have been
just as uncomfortable as you broaching the subject, if there really is a problem. Have you ever had to do this? Confront someone? Think about how you'd feel. It's horrible, actually. Sometimes, it takes every ounce of guts a person has. So he may have been using "we" as a coverup/deflection/as "support" for his position, so to speak, or he may not have been. And on the other side of that coin, sure, he could just be a busybody. Again...not enough information for me to feel comfortable making a judgment on those possibilities.
Honestly, I absolutely would ask that one friend you mentioned if there's a problem...but I would also look at myself in this situation. Am I protecting my own comfort zone so much that I am being totally off-putting to my neighbors? Is it fair, really, for me to expect them to be good to me in an emergency, but to otherwise "leave me alone"? (These are people, not objects to be used. They have feelings.) Are my neighbors just a lonely older couple? Would it kill me to find a way to pop over for a chat, say, once a month, even if I had to grit my teeth and overcome every ounce of my social discomfort to do it? Does it ever
really hurt to be nice? And of course,
am I "a problem" in the neighborhood in some way? Am I actually keeping my garbage cans out too long and leaving them there, unsightly? When my dog got loose, did she dig in someone's yard? Poop in it? Did she bark? Should I be making the occasional rounds of my property and checking for issues such as that fence? (Most homeowners do.) I wouldn't go crazy and self-blame or try to conform to some Stepford ideal or anything...but I would want to make sure all my ducks were in a REASONABLE (not crazily OCD) row before pointing the finger at someone else as being a troublemaker.
Wow...that was a lot more than I intended to say. I guess I'm just trying to be explanatory, because I don't want to make you feel worse than you already do. I mean I do know it's terrible to think your neighbors don't like you...whether you ever want to be actively "social" with them or not. Home is supposed to be a haven. So I hope you take my post in the spirit in which it was intended, and I hope you can find yourself eventually more comfortable within your own neighborhood. Everyone should have that.
Hope you get this all worked out.