........... quick re-cap - then quick finish - then qucik - let you guys go to bed; sorry !
(TOld you I could go on ......... !)
Happy Mom of 5 yr old twin daughers - perfect life - frequent long-term for 3 years or more of 2nd set of very siimilar in ages to mine - twin girls - fell in love with them; blah, blah, blah, love all 4 the same, (well, almost, biological, obvious, you know, etc., etc. ........ want nothing more than to keep, (just to be short; sounds like I'm borrowing a sweater or pair of earrings !), the 2nd set and make them mine, adopt, foster, whatever, making y total of 5 yr old twin girls - FIVE now = totally capable, financially, physically, mentally, etcf., and totally welsomed by my own twins and their Dad - their *bio-Mom* (biological, as I've been referring), I would think, way too much keeeping her, not so capable to beging with, by her own admisssion, againm to be short, so do not want to be disrespectful, and never am - certianly needs help with so much on her hands, andm naybe by starting with a weekly athen monthly basis, already the Godparents, etc. ......
want nothing more - love them so mcuh - am never happier than when with all 4 *daughters*, and long for and miss oh, so, when between visits; would seem so natura to all involved and would be so good for all involved in every and any way; just hoping and praying and venting or looking for advice and how to bring it up; what to expect, (am I just in need of mental help/medication, etc ?)
or, I don't know .......... been on too long and maybe just delirious by now - HOPE to all that is good and holy on earth that original post is OK,having spent well over and hour on it, and it's currently MISSING - SOO HELP ME !!!
Hope this edxplains alittle of that, but can't think of it right now; sure; it'llturn up; thanx to all who read and especially respond, (here, please, for now, email is doing weird struff latley and needs a *repairing*l thinkning ....
hurts now - to picture thier sweet innnocent faces, remeber theri voices; look at thier photographs, (all over my home), and homemade artwork - also everywhere - though will be spending the long weekend here - counting the monutes hours secoonds .........
thanx for the forum and the welcomes - so exausted now and cant really see - as of now - this coming true - justy the late hr and long full day talking - but - i welcome any of your ?'s / needing advice - and will make it my mission to do good by all - thanks thanks thanks - all enjoy your shut-eye - hoping to see you, and please God !! BOHT my posts in the AM !
God Bless
Twin Mom
(Christina; just *Chris*; 35; DM to Katie and Stephanie, both 5)
DW to, just Chris, yes, for the zillionth time in almost 9 yrs of marriage, Christina and Christopher; *just Chris and just Chris* Chris X 2 Chris 2 (squared), as we've been called for, like 12 yrs now, datingand, yes, we're veery cute; thanx AGAIN (!!!)),
, 38, and, dreaming, hoping, etc., to be the , (one of the (?) dunno (???), DM to Madison and Lauren, again, both 5.
'nite all !