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Originally Posted by GuyontheInternet
I'm 19 and I feel depressed most of the time. The older I get, the less I can relate to anyone : peers, family, etc. I always feel out of place no matter where I am and feel lost and don't know what to do with myself. I spend almost all of my time alone except when I go to class or work where I awkwardly interract with people and make them uncomfortable. I always feel like I am just dead weight aimlessly floating through life unable to make connections to anyone. People have little interest in me for example whenever I am in a restaurant with other people the waitress will never look at me, just the other people unless I am blatantly talking directly to him/her.
I have no idea what to do with myself in any given situation. I have no idea how people my age date. I thought I almost had one but then even that fizzled out and I'' once again left with nothing. Sorry for the rambling don't know what to put here
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All that you are writing could be the sad consequences of bad parenting or it might be a spiritual thing so examine the way you were raised to find any areas of pain, anger or unhappiness in your childhood or go here to take a look at questions about one's personal identity:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=jaHRGC18Bb8