yeah,its just constant all the time and it never ends I am always having dreams about meeting a girl just like me or going out with a girl and I want to tell you my dream I had just this morning about it.
I keep telling myself all the time that falling in love can be heartbreaking and difficult in which it is I mean there is so many people who are fat and ugly and less of a better person then me who are now married.
and I know looks are not everything but
its never happened to me ever
and now the moment of truth I am so far to just giving up that its not funny to the point where I just don't care anymore.
I seen this girl in my dreams she was cute as never even noticed she liked me and then suddenly she began touching me in that kind of passionate way and then I picked her up and ran across the road with her at our freinds wedding???
why the heck do I keep having these dreams???? and why would it happen anyways?
why do I care I dont care and I am just at the brink of giving up and there could be a 90 % chance that I could remain single for the rest of my life.
maybe god has no girl for me at all maybe I am not meant to at all