Yeah, three years is WAY TOO LONG to not talk about this. Apparently, you guys don't have much open communication. It's a fragile subject for sure, but be more open. But, what is up with this once or twice a week BJ?? Seriously, on top of sex a couple times a week?? I'm too busy and/or tired for all this!! LOL She doesn't sound like she cares much to please you. I didn't give BJ's ever until my fiance ( I dated total givers!!). I quickly became THE BEST of his life because I loved pleasing him (and to know I'm the best of course
) We talk and I make my needs known and I make sure his are met (realisically!). That's what you do in a relationship, make sure each is happy.