Indecisive yes, second guess myself yes, critical of myself, yes.
Not sure what you mean about me as to what type of person. I am funny, dry humor, I may take myself a bit seriously and my standards. I'm loving and empathetic, despite being some big black guy with a shaved head
Makes sense about searching and waiting though. I do have my 'standards' and I feel I shouldn't settle. Still, the person I mentioned I didn't feel we were too compatible.