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Yes this is a real story and it's hard to explain to people in real life without them judging me. And he has a mmj card so it's ok. I'm just so confused by all of this. I don't want to judge him just bc he's been in trouble with the law but I feel like going out with him will ruin my reputation (which isn't that great anyway)
YOUR REPUTATION IS WHAT YOU ARE WORRIED ABOUT?
Not being abused by someone who already has a domestic violence history and seems to have been abusive to you already?
I'm hoping this is really a fake story and that there is not really such an incredibly stupid person walking around out there.
I feel sad for you OP, seeing how bad your situation is. I need to appreciated my BF more.
lol, I'm a college dropout OP, and I never once touch any weed in my life. I dont' even drink a drop of alcohol.
How can someone attended USC like you to get yourself under a sistuation like this?
Hehe, I should be proud of myself. Eventhough my childhood was 100 times worser than you, yet I still turn out to be a good girl.
Not to be mean to you OP, just trying to see how stupid you are in this whole situation that you got yourself under.
Drop the loser, get clean, make it a resolution for 2015 to treat yourself better.
Delete his number from your phone and block any incoming messages. Nothing good will come from any contact (except his apt. will get cleaned by you, he'll get his forced conjugal visits - aka rape, and your car will have more miles put on it through his driving it). Oh yeah...you'll probably be looking for a new job, too, since him preventing you from going to your current job will certainly cause you to get fired.
I know this all sounds so ridiculous but this is the only place where I can be completely honest with how I feel about all this. Because it's anonymous. I told my friends we just hooked up and I don't want people to think I'm a sl*ut. Plus even if I mention 'rape' they would just say I was asking for it. I know deep down that he did rape me and I'm trying to justify it. But if it was really rape shouldn't it bother me more? That's why I don't think he really raped me I think I was just giving him mixed signals at the time. I have a hard time telling guys no sometimes.
That's why it doesn't bother you. You have emotional problems that you need professional help with.
Yes, I realize that. I just can't fix myself so this is how I am. A lot of people have emotional problems
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me to!!! 
