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Originally Posted by softcrunch
My guess is you're gonna go with the wedding. If I'm right then be glad that you've found a good man and it seems he truly is. Some people say it's better to find someone who loves you more than you love him, might not work for everybody but the advice might give you some insights. Sometimes you don't realise what you wanted has always been there until you lost it.
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I have so many mixed emotions about the OP's post.
For me my little dream when I was growing up was to have kids and a family. I was an introvert and a bit of a loner. I had a few friends, dated a few, never really had long term relationships. I did start dating a guy within my culture. Did I see a few red flags? Yes. I remember one night before we were married I thought this was going to be a mistake. In all honesty I did not want to be alone in life. He was good to me. His temper was his major flaw. I certainly was not going to go back to live at home, I wasn't going to have "roommates" my entire life. I didn't want to be alone.
So here I am 35 years later, married to the same guy. We own a home and have raised three kids successfully. The question for the OP--are you happier with or without him? I don't think anyone has the "perfect partner". I will say for me having the same culture, religion, political views is a plus. In the culture I am part of couples rarely get divorced. Couples are dedicated to their families and work things out. Do I think if I would have "held out" I would have found someone better? I don't know. I do have a man who is dedicated to me. Who takes care of me. Who supported me as a stay at home mother for 17 years. Never bugged me about getting a job while I was raising my kids. Never bugs me when I take off extra days at work. Does he still have his flaw of a bad temper? Yes. I have to look at the entire picture. His childhood was pretty nasty, everyone has their baggage.
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Originally Posted by mizzlea
Part of me is excited about getting married and starting a new stage in my life. I like the idea of a getting married and starting a family. I'm just really unhappy with myself for not knowing what I want and going after it.
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I am still wondering that about myself and I turn 60 later this year.
Some people in life seem to know what they want. I have kind of made it through life finding things to make me happy along the way.
Good luck OP.