Plenty of couples stay true to each other until death do they part... and let's face it, if one dies and the other still has a decent amount of life left to live, there's nothing wrong with getting back into dating after the heart has healed. That doesn't qualify as "infidelity".
It isn't a joke in today's world. It's just a rarity. We could make it a commonality... if we wanted to. That's a huge "if".[/quote]
That is perfectly normal, and it is human tendency to seek out for a companion in life. I did not say that it is 'infidelity' at all. It's just the respect I have for my husband, and the way I feel emotionally about him, and he gives so much in this marriage. He is my rock. Certainly for all the health probs I have, and because of which I have mood probs., it's only because of him that I am so able to stay home and focus on our priority: our children. When I miss my father, I just think that he gave me enough love to last my lifetime. I am not going to search for a father figure anymore. I am the rock for my man, I feel possesive about him, infact when we got married, I used to tell him his name, followed by 'all rights reserved by Amy' and he loved it.
The only advice I can give you is, every marriage takes time. So keep at it, and one day you will be so thankful for all that it gives you back.