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Originally Posted by JerZ
I'm not going through tough times now...I'm married and have my younger two in the house. In fact, that was my point: that I don't understand how I can be angry about it now.
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I can only call on personal experience (again
) but I see your answer in your post.
When P was little you were busting your a$$ to make ends meet and raise him the best way you could. Except for the occasional fleeting moment you didn't have TIME to sit around and contemplate what a loser his bio "dad" was... you were busy being a
full-time parent and making up for the absence of his other parent. I remember quite well those dawn-to-dusk days of not enough sleep, tears, and anger.
Now that your life is better and "on-track" you have the luxury of looking back and being royally pi$$ed at what "should have been".
P has already started realizing everything you did and I believe it will only get better.
Just keep doing what you have ALWAYS done, and don't look back now.
*HUGS*