rememebringyou, thanks for the post and insights.
A problem with your 'model' is that it doesn't leave any room for discussion. Its cleverly set up so that any disagreement with you is simply pointed to as a reaction of a brainwashed mind.
Its seems basically like this:
A sign of perverted mind is that it will disagree with anyone saying it is a perverted mind.
So if I say: - Rememberinyou has a perverted mind,
if you try and deny that, you'll just prove my point.
---His [Allan's] investigation of the MasterPath was really within is own mind and that is that!
Can you clarify how you know what the extend of my investigation over the past 4 years has been? You sound so authoritative over something I don't think you know **** about, putting a blunt edge on it.
--The fact that there are former chelas on this site whose cumulative years on Masterpath total way over 100, does not enter into the picture.
It doesn't? How do you know what I have factored in and not? Or is your assumption that it couldn't be possible for a rational mind to read these post by former chelas and not be convinced?
I've read a number of post by former chelas, considered all that I have read and not come away with enough to tell me to stop doing what I am doing. Could it be possible that MP doesn't work for some folks and works well for others? Might it be that simple why they have different experiences then I do?
A big point in these has been Gary's behavior. Some consider he has done things unfitting in their minds. Could it be you simply have different believes about whats proper behavior for a 'master', then I do? Does that make me a brainwashed, mentally ill person, for seeing thinsg differently then you?
As example, what does it matter if Gary says to someone that Chela's are worms? It's true isn't it?
From my perspective part of Sri Garys job is to remind me what I worm I am.
See for me, from my perspective, when viewed from the perspective that we are humans, and only that, such a statement sounds ugly and unloving, and is.
However, when I take the perspective that we are beings of at least two identities. The human form, and the soul, then slapping my ego around (metaphorically speaking), pointing out the limitations of ego, is much less of an issue, especially if such slapping intended to help me realize Soul.
From this perspective I don't take immediate judgement on Sri Gary for talking 'badly' about a chela. And who is he insulting anyway? - some transitory persona that is a result of bio-chemistry, nerolectronics, and cultural conditioning. Has he insulted the true form, soul? Can anything he says as Sri Gary actually harm, demean or insult a soul?
Now you can take my line of reasoning as bullcrap and the product of a mind trying to defend MP at any cost. However the fact of the matter is I had this view long before MP based on many other spiritual principles.
In the end the truth is that my belief system is simply different then yours. How is you, or others, labeling me as mentally ill is anything but simple bigotry because I don't believe the same as you?
Oh, and should I factor in the fact that there are a lot more chelas with say 10,000 years or more combined experience? I call your 100 years and raise it 10,000
---When you truly “become” a chela you swallow it all, hook, line and sinker, just as Allan has done.
Have I? Have I just swallowed it or am I still digesting and internalyzing some of it. Is this what you did? took it all in, accepted everything? did you question anything?
---You will fight the windmills to their death and never let any “manumuk” penetrate the false world you have created.,
Ok, were back to that game you play. If I argue your point, its just makes your point.
If you feel up to having a discussion on any point/issue please let me know.
If you are correct though, it should be easy for you to prove your point. You should be able to point out some issue, in which I will quickly run into a wall and run away from (run away could mean I get defensive, change subject etc)
Of course if you just want to play these mind games, thats fine, you've really done nothing but made some circular argument.
Please note, your the one calling 'my' beliefs false, my world false, my mind distorted.
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What is so very, very difficult about actually leaving the MasterPath once you have been indoctrinated and self indoctrinated to the degree that Allan is, that after years of this kind of figve, ht with the outside world about how much you are getting from MasterPath, it is then difficult to shift gears and admit all the red flags that you saw along the way; admit to yourself that you have lied to yourself; admit to yourself that on this one, you were wrong.
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More self fulfulling argument. It may even be true thats some people have this issue. Doesn't mean all people do.
The fact is that you don''t know me from adam now do you. Ive never had a problem being 'wrong' - or changing gears, admitting mistakes,etc. I'm not that invested being right. I push my points really hard, not from a need to be right, which is what most people assume, but simply to see where the edges are, to see how strong your case is. The fact of the matter is that I am more known as a devils advocate that can argue many points.
My world wont shatter if I decide to move on from MP, it will be a learning experience, Ill take what I need, leave the rest.
I have done more homework then most other chelas I know. No regrets, and only mistake if I don't learn from it all.
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Why aren’t you immersing yourself in the works and in practice?”
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I am. I am right now. Simmraning like a mofo. Connected. Since when is practice isolated from my day? I am sometime immersed and practicing when I drive, eat, walk my dog. Shabd is Life , Life is Shabd. In what part of this discussion am I not to find Gods hand? Is God over there and not here? What doesn't offer an opportunity for master recognition?
--It is within that defense that you look and act like a cult member.
So let me see, you (the collective you) believe MP is a cult.
I spend more time then you feel is appropriate in challenging your views, therefore it proves MP is a cult?
I guess your point is that only a cult follower, a true believer, would be as energetic as I am? OR said another way - A member of a real spiritual movement would be meeker, less wordy, less aggressive? Is that how you see it?
I suggest you that need to open your mind to the idea that your conclusions are based on limited assumption of me, my intent, etc.
---You ask for evidence and people point out your past posts, but you cannot see it about yourself. That alone tells me you have drunk the kool-aid
I see that, but the fault is yours. By which I mean it is You that cant get your head around the idea that I am not defending MP, and also the idea that this too is practice. I still get my hour in the morning in.
From my perspective, its you that has the limited viewpoint. You cant see any other answer other then I am deluded and brainwashed and hence MP is a cult.
In any case, the concept that 'practice' is ONLY sitting alone in a corner looking at my belly button is an invalid limitation, imho. Its not part of MP teachings at all.
-- And just like in the wizard of Oz, there is a man behind the curtain.
Of course there is. but you of course assume that I am some ignorant waife who isn't fully aware of this. Dig deeper, what you might find, if you can open your eyes is that I am way ahead of you.
I have spent lots to time, years and years and way befor MP wondering what it means to be 'enlightened' in human form. Will such a person be obvious? will they have warts and flaws or be perfect and seem like saints to all observers? Or can an enlightened soul, look like a jerk to us lowley ones?
Is it possible we have different views of what Sat Guru should look, taste, smell and behave like?
---Your assumptions that DeepCynic has no evidence or cause is laughable. You do not know what he does about Olsen.
Its not an assumption on my part, its based on observed facts. He has shown no evidence of anything, just a few smattering of accusations against the wall. I dont know what he knows, I can only 'make judgments' on what he has shown. He has shown himself to be a judgmental bigot. What can I say, you want to give him credit for stuff in his head, or spoken only in secret chats? Thats your call, not mine. I find it laughable that you want me to assume he knows more then he says.
---You assumptions that EndofFaith is—what you insultingly called her “acting like a love spurned”—all tell me that you will never change your mind.
She is, the fact that you cant see it simply tells me you are blinded to your own views.
--And when you hear Gary say things like “George Bush is a visionary and I whisper in his ear,” will it send up a red flag or will you cling to your belief that all is good and honorable in MasterPath?
RedFlag, but Ill consider the entire context. Is it on a tape?
--If you happen to hear Joy gossip about another chela, and oh does she love to gossip about the chelas, will you pretend you didn’t hear?
Not sure, context issue of politeness and my business.
Joy is not my master/guru. I don't know what level she is supposed to be at, but so you know I don't give other chelas respect and points just because they have more years. Not on personal behavior issues, I might listen better on teaching issues.
Look you should phrase your question differently. First, what would I do if I heard any chela speaking gossip about another chela?
Probably nothing, not if I overheard it. I'm not the purity police. If I was with a group and someone did it, Id either say something or move away, depending on context, about the same as I would in any group.
So why would I treat Joy differently? I mean she at some levels isn't anything more then another chela. I don't take instruction from her, shes not my boss, master, etc. Sri Gary has recently made it very clear, there is only one master, one teacher. period.
On the other hand, she is married to Gary, she is supposed to represent MP, well others may look to her to represent MP. And If I thought she set a bad example in that regard, and if I was on some purity kick at the moment, I'd probably just stare at her and she would know I overheard her. Joy is a peer.
If you think at all that I would have an issue, context and social etiquette allowing, have an issue calling her out on it, just because she is married to Sri Gary, well you don't know me.
--No harm, right? It is all a spiritual lesson, right?
Yes and no.
It seems you mistake me for some new age idiot who uses those kinds of axioms as justifications for lack or a moral compass. Your mistake.
---“you do not need an intermediary.”
You simply don't know that for a fact, its is just another belief. It is nothing more then a matter of faith for you.
Right now I desire to try it another way. Its an experiment. I've got a million or so more lifes to play with.
Is it not you labeling me as branwashed (in so many words) and she calling me mentally ill, simply because I have a different belief system then yours.
yet you you have absolutely nothing more then your belief and faith in your truth to support your argument. What hubris.
---If you love Spirit, love God with all your heart Allan, that path and that journey awaits you inside yourself.
Which is Exactly where I AM going with MP. Inside myself.
if you were on MP you must have missed some lecture if you believe differently? Of course I'm happy to hear you correct my understanding I am always open for correction.
---And getting on a plane to go sit with Gary Olsen is just a waste of time and money.
Thats fine. Its a very small sum of money in my opinion. Its not harmful or destructive now is it. You couldn't fill out one anti-cult red flag list and support that conclusion with anything you've said do far.
--I admit, Gary has some charisma. Unfortunately so many of us mistook that as wisdom.
Thats fine, Im not you, Im not a groupy.
I much prefer the audio tapes, his charisma is lessoned there, he sounds like a hillbilly, often. But there is a wisdom there, imho. If not wisdom, lets just say there is enough for me to learn from. Which is what is important to me, what Im learning, getting from it.
---And it is easy to mistake relinquishing you personal power, which you have already done,
Have I, please explain?? As specifically as you can.
--And I am uncertain why you continue to hurl names at all of us
Thats pretty much the pot calling the kettle black. Though perhaps not with you specifically.
---Allan, I know you are set in your decision and I wish you well. And I truly hope that you do not have to go through what so many former members have gone through in trying to reclaim their lives and heal the lies and betrayal of MasterPath. May you be well and may you know peace in your heart.
Thanks. So far Ive already started reclaiming my life and healed a great deal.
Could it be possible that MP doesn't work for some folks and works well for others? Or are you of the mind set that if it doesn't work for everyone its not valid?