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Originally Posted by SeekerSA
The more one tries to rationalise stuff, the weirder it gets and there is actually no model that works except oblivion.
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Yes ... and I am looking forward to oblivion, even though once there, I won't be experiencing anything. That is, in fact, the point.
It's a funny thing. I have a terrific panoramic view out my office windows, much about the day to enjoy, not all that much to worry about, relatively speaking, and yet this is all not so compelling that I'd want to do it forever. Essentially, that I'm here and have had the experiences I've had up to now is a sunk cost, and given my curiosity, so long as I'm not suffering too much I'd like to stick around awhile longer, but not so much that I'd want it to be open ended, and not so much that I'd miss the battle fatigue of dealing with the vagaries of life all the time.
If you're not used to dealing this forthrightly with your mortality it might sound like this is a rather bleak view of life, but that's not the way I experience it. And I think I have a lot of company. I was shooting the bull with the foreman of the construction crew here in our development and he has an arrangement with a hunting buddy such that he will go out in a regrettable hunting accident if he ever gets some kind of death sentence involving heroic struggles but no dignity. "I'd rather die hunting" is his thinking. And he's one of the happier and kinder souls I've met, so it's not that he's being morbid or something. It's just pragmatic.
Alot of the attachment to heaven and afterlives is just because people are afraid of dissolution and can't face it. I don't know if the aforementioned construction foreman thinks there's and afterlife or not, but if he does he is at least not using it as a way to avoid dealing with his own mortality.