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Originally Posted by animalcrazy
Just kill me now. Once is enough. That would mean I'd have to kill myself again and again and
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On that note I have been told that if you don't break the bad karma and you don't fulfill your purpose for incarnating this time you WILL be sent back.
YAY! During my recent depressing psychic reading I was also told that so far I've ignored my soul purpose so I am on notice that it'll all happen again and worse next time.
Can't I just say right now I refuse to be reincarnated?
I would like to have a past life regression with someone very trustworthy, not sure I can clear my mind enough though. And how do you know if it's a real regression or just your imagination?
If reincarnation is real, then perhaps I had these lives - because I feel such a strong connection (negative or positive):
Italy's Amalfi Coast and also Rome - never been, NEED to go. All Italian culture in general, very hard to explain.
China, Sichuan Province - same as above
The Netherlands - have a very strong negative association with Holland and have since childhood; it is very odd. I mean early memories of basically hating Holland and its architecture, clogs, and tulips. Also associate Holland with bleak factories. My strongest potential past life association. Sounds totally nuts, I know. I even have a gut feeling of revulsion when I see window panes that have a large X in them (is that even Dutch?) . My apologies to the Dutch.
Monterey Bay, CA, and San Francisco - I have been there and it feels much like home. If this was a past life it was probably my last. Have had dreams about that area many times, early 60s surroundings.
Weird, eh? It feels more than just a like or dislike - I really like New York too but though I actually did live there I don't even have the strong sense of connection as I do for the above.