Originally Posted by Plainswalker
My husband is very grounded and does not believe anything out of the ordinary. Usually in the night, when I encounter the majority of my terrors, be it a dream, or something I experience while awake, or at least convinced I am, he will be unresponsive (which just leaves me with the horrid experiences), or tell me he's trying to sleep (which tells me it's just me seeing/feeling/hearing).
A few rare nights, one having been earlier this week, he'll roll over and just hold me and stroke my arm (he doesn't touch when he sleeps, he sleeps 'alone' on his side).
I often wished he would understand what my beliefs are and understand what I go through, his mother does, and his brother(s) (one I'm unsure of, I dislike him.) does, so what is keeping him?
I need him to be grounded, I need him the way I found him, I need him to be the man I fell in love with. Rock solid, Brave, adventurous, skeptical, intelligent, quiet and introverted, even standoffish and serious to those who he doesn't let in, but the most caring, loyal, and generous friend/family you could EVER have... I see the facets of my diamond of a husband no one does, and I appreciate having those. He and I are very different, and bring different things to the table.
If I left my husband, it would never be because he doesn't experience the spiritual things I do.
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