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Originally Posted by Alexiss
I get that, and I do feel bad, but now what? After you are ashamed and as regretful as possible, what comes at the after that? Now they just hate me forever?
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I would LOVE to contact him directly, and I've tried to throughout the years but he refuses to talk to me. The one and only time I tried speak to him face-to-face he said he didn't want to talk about it or deal with it. His mother specifically said he did not want contact with me, and to not try to contact him and that I am no longer invited to any family functions that he attends, which is nearly all of them.
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The experimentation was mostly kissing on and off throughout the years and one time it went further than that. Just one time.
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You're just going to have to come to terms with the fact that they may never forgive you. It's also possible that your cousin's recollection of events may be different from yours.
I say you need to move on with your life and since you never "felt" like he was family, continue your life in that vein.
If you wish to at least get your side of the story out, maybe write your aunt and uncle a letter and express your deepest apologies and wish that they may one day forgive you, etc.