Barb,
I am a coward!. I still have both parents. Dad is 67 and still working, mom is 63 and not working but has alot of health issues.
Being adopted is no excuse but I terrified of the day I lose one of them..
They are the only link to love that I know. My being 38 and having friends whom are losing their parents have made my anxiety hit the roof.
Point in fact being a good friend of mine whom is a native to hi. has been there all week because her father whom was in perfect health a year ago was put in hospice a week ago.
I have had to see her posts on fb stating that his system has shut down, he had to have a full does of morphine, her kids were there to read to their grandpa...
The fact that she was humming hymns to him and stayed there all night and it was expected? And how she fell asleep there last night? And how he waited till they all woke up before he let go? was heart breaking to me.. I do not know ho people get by or even function after their parents die..It is something I feel I have no strength for. Give me the toughest case but do not tell me I lost my daddy or mommy. Where do you all gather this strength from?
I am so sorry...