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Well have not had the urge in awhile but today came on like a vengence!! The warm 90 degree hot weather set me right off. Just like it does every year the first really warm warm day this happens. Its just plain terrible. I am angry, sad, restless and have that urge to go lose myself in the heat to the evil drug of cocaine. Terrible, I hate this. This urge has not left my brain all day. It will pass, I am not going to get high, but I need to tell someone. I am pissed off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like everyone is out having fun, drinking on their boats, having a party, doing something exiciting and here I am on a 90 degree day, wanting to get stoned and mad. It really is a curse I hate that I feel this way. I just realize that this is a trigger day and it will pass and as the evening sets in the urge will go until the next time which could be months or years. Today is a bad day for me.
Sorry you're having a bad day? Really Dorthy, that's all ya got? Ok everyone, stand back. I've got this one. SteveMorse, Grandpa Steve here. First of all, I am not having fun today! And I'm not drinking on any boat, I don't even have a boat. I'm not at a party, and I sure ain't doing anything exciting. You call doing this exciting?? Ok, nuff said.
Well have not had the urge in awhile but today came on like a vengence!! The warm 90 degree hot weather set me right off. Just like it does every year the first really warm warm day this happens. Its just plain terrible. I am angry, sad, restless and have that urge to go lose myself in the heat to the evil drug of cocaine. Terrible, I hate this. This urge has not left my brain all day. It will pass, I am not going to get high, but I need to tell someone. I am pissed off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like everyone is out having fun, drinking on their boats, having a party, doing something exiciting and here I am on a 90 degree day, wanting to get stoned and mad. It really is a curse I hate that I feel this way. I just realize that this is a trigger day and it will pass and as the evening sets in the urge will go until the next time which could be months or years. Today is a bad day for me.
Hang in there! You are doing the right thing, even though it is soooo hard. Wish you all the strength you need to get over this urge. Good luck!
Sorry you're having a bad day? Really Dorthy, that's all ya got? Ok everyone, stand back. I've got this one. SteveMorse, Grandpa Steve here. First of all, I am not having fun today! And I'm not drinking on any boat, I don't even have a boat. I'm not at a party, and I sure ain't doing anything exciting. You call doing this exciting?? Ok, nuff said.
I love you!!! Marilyn is my real name! I made it no craving today. I get your point, tough it up and I did. Thanks
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