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I'm paranoid with good reason. The only thing I should be seeing on that camera are bushes!
It seems you are the only one that sees anything other than bushes.
In the other pic you are looking at trees.
Sometimes, depending on the lighting conditions and our state of mind we can "see" all kinds of strange things where there are none, when you look close or in better light you can see what you thought was there really wasn't.
I meant check you other cameras, don't go outside..
what shotgun? I didn't get to see that.
Those people must be having some sort of party over there. is there noise or is it quiet?
do you smell anything strange??
Same one as every night I've noticed since the freak stood and stared at my house for 12 hours straight one night. No party, no noise. Can't smell anything as my house is locked.
Well, I don't have an imagination nor do I want one. When I look outside I want to see oleanders and not cartoon characters.
Then clear your mind of fear and negative thoughts and 'see' oleanders.
Fear is the most debilitating emotion there is. My Mom suffered from depression, panic attacks and was home-bound for 3 years until she received treatment.
I realize this may not be reaching you, but I am sincere in my post and wish you well.
It seems you are the only one that sees anything other than bushes.
In the other pic you are looking at trees.
Sometimes, depending on the lighting conditions and our state of mind we can "see" all kinds of strange things where there are none, when you look close or in better light you can see what you thought was there really wasn't.
Dragonfly saw 3 different things. I find that men are less able to see these things than women, FWIW.
Then clear your mind of fear and negative thoughts and 'see' oleanders.
Fear is the most debilitating emotion there is. My Mom suffered from depression, panic attacks and was home-bound for 3 years until she received treatment.
I realize this may not be reaching you, but I am sincere in my post and wish you well.
Bless your heart. You are reaching me exactly. I know what you are saying. But you're asking me to screen out any potential danger here and I cannot.
I could walk out there right now with my flashlight and maybe (if nothing is there) that would be a great idea. Problem is I think something is there and that would be very stupid to do.
I do know part of this *is* a projection. I also know a few people are not. It's the few people I worry about. I wish I could go back and draw circles around those two guys in my first pic, but I don't know how to. They're there.
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Misty......it sure sounds to me like you have developed these side effects from the adderall you are taking.
You have the anxiety, delusions and hallucinations.
Dragonfly saw 3 different things. I find that men are less able to see these things than women, FWIW.
Do you have a relaxation technique that you enjoy? Please do it now. Don't look out the windows or look at your monitors.
Sit up straight, close your eyes and breathe in deeply through your nose until your lungs are filled and slowly exhale through your nose. Repeat this 8-12 times.
Replace your fearful thoughts with the following:
My yard is safe.
MY pets are safe.
My home is safe.
I am safe.
You can do this misty. Come back from the edge because it's scary out there.
Deep breaths, visualize your home as peaceful, beautiful and safe.
sounds like a wonder drug to me. i might have to get some of that!
dopamine...hmmm. sounds like dope. must be a thing in our brain to make us happy.
im all for happiness
why do you think these people are out to harm you. don't you think they would have already tried by now..
DON'T FEAR THEM, befriend them, make them some cupcakes or something, then get some pictures when theyre not looking.
Do you have a relaxation technique that you enjoy? Please do it now. Don't look out the windows or look at your monitors.
Sit up straight, close your eyes and breathe in deeply through your nose until your lungs are filled and slowly exhale through your nose. Repeat this 8-12 times.
Replace your fearful thoughts with the following:
My yard is safe.
MY pets are safe.
My home is safe.
I am safe.
You can do this misty. Come back from the edge because it's scary out there.
Deep breaths, visualize your home as peaceful, beautiful and safe.
Thanks, Dragonfly. That's a good idea and the truth is the above is true.
I just feel that to go to sleep isn't safe. But I'll bring my little girls in my bedroom with me and then it will be. One is a real barker.
In all the times I've left to go stay elsewhere, they've never busted down the doors. Could have something to do with my monitored system. So in that sense I *am* safe. And I think a barking dog, even if small, is a real deterrent to anyone. I shall repeat the above affirmations and stop watching that monitor!
Misty.....read my post # 175.......you are experiencing side effects from the Adderall......you need to tell your doctor and get off of this medication.
The Adderall is messing with your mind......please stop taking it.....don't let it ruin your life.
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