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Originally Posted by NJ2?
Does anyone else go through this?
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My recommendation is to make a list of all the positives in your life:
1. You have a secure teaching job
2. Your health
3. Your husband's health
4. the ability to live with family while putting hubby through school
5. supportive family
6. etc.
7. etc.
Focus upon those.
Use an "I" statement with friends/family who keep asking when you'll buy a house, why you haven't started a family...etc.
" I feel hurt when you keep reminding me that I haven't started a family or bought a home and I would like you to stop. Thank you."
Then if they refuse, find some new friends!
Or perhaps you just perceive that you are being judged. Those folks probably have plenty of their own personal issues of which you aren't even aware. From afar, they may LOOK like they have it together. Yet many of them are up to their eyeballs in credit card debt to decorate home, house payments, 2nd or 3rd mortgages, property taxes, insurance, etc.
Think positive! You have a supportive family who in the future may be likewise supportive when you & hubby do start a family.
When you start that IF ONLY thinking (If only I had trained for a different career... If only I had married a rich guy... If only...If only) give yourself a signal to STOP that defeatist thinking.
Also, perhaps it's not so black & white, not such a dichotomy as live with parents/buy own home. Perhaps you could rent your own small place on your teacher's salary, if you want private space.
Best of luck to you, NJ2!