I learn to accept my illness but I'm still young enough to want everything what is best in my life. Except I can't do it! My brain is out there, it is working, it is dreaming but my body is limiting me to reach my goal.
I'm envy healthy people who have the energy to get up and go to work, make that money, go to school and finish college..I wish I can do that
Each day I can't do anything but online finding works that I can do from home, independently hopefully I can do it when I have the good day. I found them, I got hired, and when that working day come....body shut down!!
I got hired this month alone:
to do student loan program
be in a call center
energy saving program
Clerical Admin
pharmacy
Sales
BUT I can't do it!!
:crying :
Mad at myself for being sick and give up these wonderful opportunities that I can't even start.
Upset with my family why does it seem so hard for them to find any jobs because I get hired easily except I don't have the physical to work.
AAGG frustration.
Please register to participate in our discussions with 2 million other members - it's free and quick! Some forums can only be seen by registered members. After you create your account, you'll be able to customize options and access all our 15,000 new posts/day with fewer ads.
