You have a really skewed perspective, which is completely understandable, as well as to be expected, seeing as how you are someone who has only just completed his freshman year in college (so...somewhere's about 19 years-old?).
You need a reality check in several different places.
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NC girls, from my experience, are sweeter, classier, and even a slight bit better-looking.
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But downtown gets very boring once you hit sophomore high school - all the annoying and dumb middle schoolers take over
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Especially, meet the HS-age kids - they REALLY embody the typical (note that I didn't say stereotypical) Westfielder attitude.
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I wasn't very athletic.
...I was given a lot of heat for being an individual and not being afraid to speak my mind. A LOT of heat.
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I got along with many people. But even then, some of those with whom I got along were still fairly snobby. Why the hell would I be jealous of people I hated since middle school when they started treating me awfully?
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The people that gave me a hard time never made fun of my family's financial situation, as I wasn't even allowed to speak about it at the time. People made fun of me for stupid stuff I said when I was 13 or 14 or 15 or even 16 years old and a lot of people had preconceived notions about and biases against me based on scuttlebutt that people would love to pass around.
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Having had lots of feuds throughout middle and high school for going against the grain (really, my skin color already made it easy to do so), I began struggling with social anxiety. I never really fit in here at all.
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I was bullied, spat on (figuratively) and disrespected. Then was crapped on even further for venting my frustrations about how I was disrespected.
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All of the above speak to your lack of maturity and experience (again, completely understandable and to be expected, considering your age).
You are still stuck on things that happened even in MIDDLE SCHOOL. Middle school and high school kids can be jerkholes? TALE AS OLD AS TIME. Guess what? Middle school kids are jerks all day, errryday, all across the nation and the entire planet Earth. Westfield, Fairfield, Short Hills, Cherry Hill, Irvington, Livingston, Maplewood, Wildwood, River Edge, Toms River, NJ, NY, NC, VA, CA, TX, KS, Canada, China, Egypt, Russia. I'm willing to bet that Jesus H. Christ hisself was an insufferable brat during the middle school years, I don't care what the Bible says.
The recurring them in your posts is the supposed "snobbery" and "elitism" of your peers, yet in your own words, no one ever gave you a hard time over your family's financial situation. They were giving you a hard time because, what it boils down to, is that you simply were not popular. That's not a shot against you...it is just a reality that high school is a snake pit, in any town, in any state, in any era of history. Even Laura Ingalls had to deal with that shady b_tch Nelly Olsen way back on the prairie.
You were not very athletic, you "went against the grain", you were "outspoken", you said "stupid stuff" (your words) when you were 13, 14, 15, and 16 years-old, you didn't fit in, you began struggling with social anxiety. WELCOME TO THE HIGH SCHOOL EXPERIENCE FOR THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE. Congratulations! You sound like the hero in a John Hughes flick. The growing pains will make you that much more interesting (once you're past the insufferable, navel-gazing college years). Whether Westfield, or any other town in NJ, or any town in NoVA, MD, or NC, your coming-of-age story would have been the same. Outspoken, "against-the-grain" rebels everywhere had the same high school experience. To make blanket statements about the alleged "elitism" and "snobbery" of Westfield AND NJ, based on your limited and narrow experience, is LOL-able, but again, to be expected, given your age.
Take it from me...someone who was LITERALLY (not just figuratively) spat on in high school. You think teenage boys are bad, LOL.
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But the comments about segregation, not fitting in, and the stuck-up atmosphere created by many of the residents? 100% factual.
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Not quite. That's your OPINION and personal perspective, to date, formed through the skewed prism of your ADOLESCENT experience. No one's opinion, by definition, is factual, and it certainly is not 100% factual.
Every high school senior can't wait to leave town, and drive off into the sunset, to better pastures, to more sophisticated cities, to bigger towns, or to smaller quaint towns...pastoral paradises where they can follow their academic pursuits in scenic ivory towers. For as much as you are gushing about NC, I guarantee there are kids in NC with their own laundry list of grievances, who can't wait to leave for Boston or Los Angeles. And there are kids in NYC who can't wait to go to Seattle or to Louisiana. And kids in San Francisco who can't wait to go to Vermont.
As far as your allegations about the racism and the segregation? According to you, your father doesn't have a problem with the town, or the state, your brother is one of the popular kids in class, and your sister is on an Ivy League track to medical school. If you, personally, had a hard time at Westfield High, it sounds like it had little to do race or SE standing.
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What the hell would staying in Westfield for another FOUR years do for us? Can you name ONE potential benefit of that plan besides my siblings graduating high school?
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The rest of your siblings' future high school experience is actually a pretty HUGE deal, and a pretty huge reason for staying in Westfield.
NOT because NC schools are bad, but because these are crucial, formative, and stressful years for your siblings, as it is. You brother is just heading into freshman year. Your sister is right smack dab in the middle of her high school years. To pull them out now, and stick them in a completely new environment would be pretty awful. No kid wants to start over in a new school, particularly not going into freshman year, and not when they are closing in on the end of their high school careers.
You said yourself that your parents both "fought tooth & nail" to keep you all in the Westfield school system. Doesn't seem to make much sense to me to pull them out now, or a year from now.
But this is really all a moot point, because the decision is going to be made by your parents, and we can't take as fact your 2nd hand accounts of their financial situation, or their emotions about the situation.
Kids never have 100% of the situation, as far as their parents' affairs are concerned.
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Like you, a lot of my own happiness depends on the atmosphere of the town and the mannerisms of those who reside in it. So though I also had a good amount of friends in HS, it doesn't compare to my genuine happiness in college. I would not go back to my HS days if you asked me to.
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EVERY college kid says that. It's not unique to you, or to Westfield, or to NJ.
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I would also not live in Westfield ever again if you quadrupled my salary, gave my family a free house, and gave me a million dollar relocation bonus. I mean that.
Am I grateful for the excellent education I received during my time here? Of course. Do I love and cherish the friends I did make while here? Absolutely. Would I return to raise my own children? Not in a million years.
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Uh huh. Lots of college kids say the same thing about their high schools and home towns. I said the same. Now I'm back in the vicinity. A whole bunch of my friends said the same. A couple of them are overgrown hipsters raising their kids in Brooklyn, a couple are living exotic expat lives outside the country. But a lot of them, after popping out 2.3 kids each, are now back in the same damn town, making #soblessed posts on Facebook about how they are back in the halls of our old schools, now with their own kids.
Report back in 10-15 years when you and your trophy wife are shopping around for the perfect town (with great schools and charming downtown). Even if you don't move back to NJ, I am guessing that you will be looking for a similar affluent town in NC or any number of places down South, which have all the same Keeping Up with the Jones's aspects.
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P.S. to all reading this thread...one (NOT the only) of the main reasons I am pushing for an NC move to happen within the next year is so I can get in-state tuition next year. We had to take out quite a decent amount of loans my first year, and it looks like more of the same for this coming year. My parents saved a college fund for me when my dad was doing well in his career, but it apparently isn't as large as I initially believed. At least once a day, I worry about how my parents are gonna pay for my college tuition given the (financial state) we are currently in.
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As spoiled and as entitled as my brother and I grew up in a town with an even bigger reputation for being spoiled and entitled than Westfield, neither my mother nor my father paid one dime towards our college tuitions. We certainly didn't get handed a college fund at high school graduation.
Now who's got a silver spoon in their entitled mouth?
What we couldn't get in grants and scholarships, we each had to take out in loans to cover. My brother was considering enlisting at some point.
Your parents are not obligated to cover any of your college costs. Frankly, your UNC tuition shouldn't factor into their decision at all. If they do factor it into their decision, god bless them, and you should be grateful for your own life of entitlement. So I don't see where you get off, talking trash about your fellow entitled Westfield peers.
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Oh, and fun fact: the person I detested the most was actually a fellow AA boy whose family could never hope to equal mine in terms of financial status but still walked around as if he were the king of the world.
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The bolded part is quite ironic, considering all your complaining about snobbery and elitism. Part of the reason you're looking down your nose at this kid is because his family could never hope to equal your family in terms of financial status. I have no doubt this kid was a jerk. Isn't that reason enough to detest someone? Yet you are comparing your families' financial statuses. Interesting.
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And the fact that they take which sports team you support way too damn seriously (I get CONSTANT grief for switching NFL teams when the new team was the one that actually got me into football).
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You know in the South, football is religion, right? You think sports nuts take football seriously up here? I'm pretty sure they'd laugh at you about that down South.
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Go on NJ.com and read comment sections. People leave for the same reasons I did - people are harsh here. Jersey has this "in your face" style, this "I got mine and eff you" anger that is so unreasonably brash and disgustingly insufferable. Less people would mind living here if people, as a COLLECTIVE WHOLE, were actually friendly and kind to strangers in the street. But no, not Jersey.
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Word of advice: Do yourself a favor and don't use the NJ.com comments section (or the comments section of any other local news site that uses Advance Publishing as their digital platform) as evidence of anything. You are only undermining your own argument.
Lastly, it is summer. You are a young man. Get off the internet. Go out and enjoy life.