To the original OP, It sounds like a difficult time you are going through. if you fell down and are working to pick yourself back up, This is great.
For some other posters, People fall on hard times. It's a bit much with the flaming. Don't the C-D rules encourage us to play nice? And how do we assume this person is a loser right off the bat??
Im off to the showers now...This thread is like a dive bar in a bad part of town. Enter to feel good and then get a beat-down from one of the patrons!