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Originally Posted by toodie
I am so sorry for your loss. I noticed in another thread someone completely ignored your tremendous loss after you explained, and went on with her self-absorbed posting about vaccines without even acknowledging your tragedy. I was mortified to see that, and will stay far away from that woman. Thank you for sharing your story.
You’re so right on so many points.
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Thank you. It's surreal anymore how much I see & hear the word "vaccine" on a daily basis. Every time I log into social media or hear the tv come on, or even just walk past a newspaper rack; there it is again: "VACCINE". Watching the world descend into this dystopian nightmare, where so many people see this extremely dangerous biologic as their salvation & want to coerce others into their fantasy, is very triggering for me.
Before covid, the word vaccine was present mostly in my own cognitive process. Every time I give my son his liquid immunosuppressant medications (because he can't swallow pills), I think; "
vaccines". When he brings home coloring pages from school, when he should be preparing for his SAT's, I think; "
vaccines". When I'm struggling with him outside the car, trying to protect my head while yelling "
Safe hands!", I am thinking; "
vaccines". Sometimes after I manage to get him in the car I look up & see peoples shocked faces staring at us (he's very large; 6 foot 5 & 270 lbs) & I want to scream "
Vaccines!" at them.
There was one day two years ago when I ran into a Walgreens to grab something on my way to pick up my son from school. I knew I wouldn't be able to shop afterwards; the school had called me because he had completely destroyed a classroom. He had melted down into a Hulk-like rage; computers, desks, chairs had gone airborne, he had ripped his heavy denim pants & shirt off with his bare hands, an entire wing of the school had to be evacuated & it had taken 6 grown men to subdue him. His Immunologist would later explain to me the effects of puberty Testosterone on a brain in a constant state of neuroinflammation ... "
His brain is on fire". As I was driving to the school, all I could think of was that day he got those vaccines as a bright, happy & healthy toddler years ago. How much things had changed. How the doctor had told me "
This kid's going to college on a full ride scholarship!" that day & how the beginning to the end of that dream would start just a few hours later as his brain would become inflamed.
My kid would not be going to college. My kid had just destroyed a school & was crumpled on the floor sobbing, with 6 big guards standing over him. My kid would be coming home that day covered in bruises to watch Duck Tales on Disney.
I flew in to the Walgreens knowing it would be my only chance for the rest of the day, when the cashier politely offered me a "
Free flu shot at the Pharmacy counter!"
The irony ... I burst into tears & ran out of the store. Now it's like that day, every day, all day. Triggering.
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Originally Posted by Chava61
I am sorry to read about your daughter and son. Vaccines are like any other medical procedure meaning nothing is 100% without risk. As my dad's deceased cousin use to say "They call it practicing medicine because doctors are still practicing on us."
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Thank you & this is very true; the "practice of medicine". A process of trial & error. Obviously in my family, Immunogenomics are at play: Vaccines are more of a risk for the people who share my DNA & I had to find that out the hard way.
If at least the 1986 Vaccine Injury Act were repealed & people injured could purse compensation in court with normal due process, the conversation about vaccine passports would look a little different. In case this trial turns out to be an error, it's wrong to grant immunity to manufacturers & leave people without recourse.