I was in 7th grade and my teacher was a runner short shorts long black curly hair. She was sick one day and called our house becuase we were neighbors. to help care for her animals. 2 large inside dogs. I never told anyone even though my mom suspected. Was I a victim? I didn't feel like it. But looking back now. I think maybe there was some other effects. I am completely blown away by a women that resmebles my teacher or just dark super curly hair. and now in my late 30's havent had a lot of luck with women my age. and about 5 yrs ago. I was doing work for a lady that was in her late 70's and she said something about me being in a bodybuilding competition. I said yes i was preparing for it. She made comments about my muscles and stuff.
Moderator cut: Not PG-13 Well now i desire it. I go to the store or shopping and feel stupid. cuz im 37 6'3 250 21 inch biceps 54 inch chest 33 inch west and all the 20-28 yr old girls are having a fit. and i am wanting women in ther 70's and 80's SO i guess it did break me and now ill always be broken.
the ladies i try to make conversation with in there 70' thing im crazy. but it only thing gets me going.
and i wont have any 70-80 yr old women coming to me anytime soon.