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Originally Posted by sa-bi
a volonteer in a social organisation. It helps a lot to share your time with people who are happy that someone has some time to share with them!7
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My thought, exactly!
First off, isolating in your room takes on a life of it's own, and actually
keeps you depressed. While I agree that school would be an excellent option, (and would greatly encourage it!) in the meantime, find somewhere where you can volunteer. I can assure you that there are plenty of organizations that are dying for volunteers due to necessity and lack of funding. For you, I truly think that if you found yourself around others (which is KEY!) along with helping others in a volunteer capacity, you will feel better about yourself. You do have something to offer and give, no matter how depressed you maybe. Remember: Volunteers are held in high esteem, as they are wanted and
appreciated! Yes, look into school, but definitely try to find someplace that you would have an interest in, where you are surrounded by others who appreciate you and want you there, and where you are actually doing something that is helping to others. I can assure you, it would go far in terms of your self-esteem, and in all likelihood, you would feel less depressed. And yes, growing up in foster care plays a role in anybody's life. It's not easy (to put it mildly). You never really bond with any one person, hence the tantamount importance that the role your girlfriend plays in your life.
So my advice? School, and definitely volunteer! It's a good feeling to feel needed, and right now, it definitely feels like you are someone who feels the need to be needed in your life!
Take gentle care!