If anyone remembers me, I took a few months off from dating, so far it's been great! I have been unemployed and just enjoying the summer, but on the verge of landing a few job offers so everything is all good.
I ended up responding to an email that a woman initiated with me, she is the same age (27 years old). Date 1 went well, met for drinks, talked for 6 hours. Date 2 started out as a visit to the art institute which evolved to drinks at a local bar, then drinks later at a bar in her neighborhood, and then some heavy couch making out sessions at her place. Basically date 2 started at noon, and she gave me a ride home at 2:30 am. Date 3 she was able to squeeze in as she had a lot going on, but we found time to grab lunch and head to the zoo for a couple hours. She's busy with work and purchasing a condo, yet the 3rd date seemed a little weak (just didn't seem as much spark) but still enjoyable. This was last monday, and she mentioned being busy most of the week with work and plans with friends.
I ended up texting with her last wednesday and set up a dinner date for sunday night. Tried calling her Sat night, texted her again sunday morning to see if we were still on for dinner (we had not defined specifics like time and location yet), which she replied on sunday afternoon "sorry but I have too much going on and tonight won't work (sad face)".
Normally this would bother me and this is where things get hairy. So as previously advised, I just did what I felt like and I said
"hey, that's cool. I just want to let you know that if you're not interested in going out again then I understand, but I am up for going out again when you're available."
Her: "My life is just crazy right now, I'm game for hanging out again"
Me: "cool, I understand this time of year is always crazy"
Her: "Thanks for being sweet"
I actually don't feel any of the anxiety or worry I used to have. Let's face it, I'm really only keeping one objective in sight here which is basically to hook up with this girl. If a relationship develops and feels right then I'll roll with it, but I'm going to sound like a jerk and admit I'm only interested in sex from women right now. That's all I'm going for at this point.
So after those of you can get over the fact that I'm taking this approach as it is much easier emotionally, as well as I'm aware of the fact this girl could be doing the same thing as other women I've liked and dated, she may just follow suit and disappear on me completely.
I guess my question is that part of me wants to hold out, treat this girl out on another date and enjoy her company, maybe develop something and roll the dice on actually get laid the next time. Or: I can walk from this and just never call her again. Give up on it before it annoys me. For some reason I feel like she is blowing me off and she really doesn't want to go out again. Yeah, I know what she said, I gave her an out and she didn't take it. Howver, life experiences have taught me HER WORDS MEAN NOTHING. The facts are that she blew off the date just a few hours before and she hasn't contacted me since. My 6th sense says she could care less about seeing me again, and everything that's happened on our dates really can't be taken with any importance, none of it matters to her. Women have this ability to get really physical with a guy, spend all day with him, go out of her way to cook food for him, and even try to make date plans a month in advance with a guy that they don't have any interest in, which is what I think this girl is doing.
I don't know how else to explain it, I just feel it. I know she doesn't want to go out again and she's blowing me off. But the best part is that it really doesn't bother me. No chest pain, no lack of sleep, not something I think a lot about (I'm sure this long post doesn't help that argument, but I assure you I don't). I'm just an overanlyzer by nature, that aspect of my personality is never going to change. I'm just interested in getting out my thoughts and gaining any feedback or response. As you all know how much I value alternative viewpoints.
So have you ever been given a chance to end a dating situation or relationship and didn't? Especially when you knew you didn't like the person that way and it wasn't going anywhere? Have you dodged the easy chance to take the honest way out or did you cop out and disappear like a coward? Just curious to the other side of this situation's perspective.
I hope everyone and all my old forum friends are doing as well as I am!