Regrets, Marriage, how to take back bad behavior?

[SWFL_Native]

Originally Posted by lostonyou

Hi, I am married and have kid. I used to fight a lot with my wife and when we fight, I tended to talk to other girls on Social Media.They know that I am married. We used to send each other photos and etc. I came at a point where I was certain that we will be divorced and I just wanted to go for other girls. Strange that they are open to some naughtyish conversations with married man. They were also sending me their pics not naked but while doing sports and etc.

Anyway, I regret that now.. I want to post some good photos with my wife but I don't have the face for that. I am so ashamed for what I did with couple of girls. It is not right. I just can't believe myself. It was like a different me when I was talking to girls.

what should I do? how should I forget what I did?

I want to have a happy marriage and resolve this issue by myself.

I cant even say by heart that I love her. Even I love her, I feel like I don't deserve this relationship.

Ps.
My wife wouldn't believe I am done with Social media

What exactly did you do? you exchanged picture of playing sports and had conversations. In your mind this was a fantasy but did you ever act upon them?

[K12144]

How do you know this won't happen again the next time your relationship is on the rocks? How are you assuring your wife that this won't happen again? What steps are you taking to make sure this won't happen again?

[Bevv]

If your wife has trust issues now then couples therapy might be in order to insure that you .. and her .. have the opportunity to work on relationship issues. Hopefully you will both come out stronger at the end.