I don't know what to do. Everything I look into has
doom over it.
I did have an interview for an electrician apprenticeship last week, but I had no luck. Even if I did get into the program, so many of those guys/gals are laid off (economy?).
I do not inspire to be an automotive technician; the pay seems lousy, and I don't like overcharging and ripping people off. Cars are becoming more and more reliable, so I wonder what the future holds. I would much rather go into diesel, but that doesn't seem glamorous either.
CNC Programing looks dead, and from what I read they pay less than what I make working my warehouse job ($11.86 / hr). Heck, we are starting to loose even more high-tech manufacturing to China.
I use to have a second part time job at Walmart, and a shopper had a "Honda" logo on his shirt; turns out he works with the robots at the Honda Civic assembly plant in Indiana. How do you get a job like that? I know
Wichita Technical College has a robotics program, but really I just wonder if colleges are just businesses in it for profits.
I suppose I should just keep my warehouse job; the pay is not that great, but I live in central Indiana which has relatively cheaper part of the country. It has benefits, and the company is growing (they are building a 4th warehouse in Arizona). Besides that, I have little confidence and anxiety issues. I'm not smart, and a brain injury makes it difficult for me to do anything like engineering; I always wanted to be an engineer as a kid
One side of me thinks I'm not capable of success or doing anything positive, but the other side of me wants to live a stronger and happier life. I don't even care to be rich, just make a decent income for my living area, save for retirement, and it would be nice if I could move out of this car garage.
I feel ashamed, because I'm just sitting here with no direction. A unused G.I. Bill and willingness to go to anywhere in the country for schooling because in the end - even if I do have that piece of paper (Associates Degree) in hand I have a feeling I STILL will not be able to get a job just because of who I am.