Dear Dad

My Daddy high above, as I'm on my knees tonight I know that my mom is praying for me...but why does it feel to me that she is praying for the wrong thing? She is praying because I'm a lesbian,I've dissapointed her,she's ashamed of me...and she wants me to be different...
But Daddy why are You allowing me to be happy if who I am is so wrong to everyone else...? I wish I understood your plan in my life.
Dad all I know is that I trust in You and that if You wanted...