still aint the **** over

Women love to much. Men are better at controlling there emotions. Love is so cunning like a drug it sweet talks u, sucks u in and then u want it and don't know why, cause it just aint the same. Well, I'm tired of why, who cares if it don't work, it don't work, RIGHT---- Wrong. Love makes women STUPID, really. I'm one of them but i stepped off the crazy train and she cant stand it. I know it, i can feel it. But, hey i didn't f up her life, like she didn't f up mine. My only move is I was single just out of a relationship and didn't want to be in another one so when i first met her she was so charming and made me laugh but i still didn't bother, for like 4 months, so we finally got in touch and she knew my work and late, late hours, but she acted like she could handle it, well no she couldn't so i quit. Girl, i never give up my bread and butter for no *****. But this one i did. So, after that she starts with her bad habits, (if u no what i mean) but after a few years thinking this will pass, it didnt. So, I c that this is chaos, and i hate chaos, but i figure i will be the one who can change her---WRONG---so i give up i let her do what she wants. You will c ur way is still not the right way. What more can I do. My work is not highly upon wih society but in Nevada it legal, so i took a different route a DOMINATRIX, so sex just mental mind games and control, no illegal activity in that, beside I got anger issues. So again thanks for the message if u r into my blog and could help ppl loosen up and maybe make themselves better, please direct them my way.