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::: communication gear is practically useless... remove
goggles... drivers are never on time in this part
of the woods and I got to go...
walks over to a group of men negotiate for several
camels to be rented for several days... making sure
one still has milk... signal to Rook... he nods...
another 45 mins to load up and off we go... ::
We settle into a rhythm that allows Me to sleep...
well I kind of sleep with eyes half open... the desert...
one thing I love about it is that it's clean...
colours are different too... much more subtle pastels...
and at times it's magical... sound carries differently...
dawn merges with the land in such a way that you can
believe you're walking or riding in a dream... no
horizontal lines...
Feel Rook asking the back of my head where to...
turns northwest... faint sounds of music... Country-
Western? Grins!
Horses... its My ears I'm using as Eyes now... soft pulse
of music...guiding caravan by that and that alone...
They'll camp about a quarter mile away... Just Rook
and Myself will ride in... Horses... am I the horse
carrying the Queen of the Desert?... Eyelids Heavy...
::: suddenly wide awake! Throws Head back in laughter!
A rush of adrenaline flood whole body as I lean forward
... racing camel toward THEM!!!... let's out a whoop!!
Rook takes off behind with Me yelling::: Race Ya Bloke!
:: the race is on! No way am I letting Him get to My
Own family First! Especially since I was already
racing to them!:::
heart flings itself off the edge of mint to the mystery of jasmine...
ah Sir.. this one wishes is to merge... to rush full into Thee!
to dissolve.. to share skin and heart...
speak to us.. in minds and hearts... no words required... use pictures..
use songs Sir... all will gather truth from anything given...
before Thee truly come to us... so our joy will be deeper...
before the world moves us away...
Habibi Ya Nour El - My Darling, You are the glow in my eyes. { Arabic & Spanish }
{ Heart Soars to the Stars!! feet running through
sands to place where deepest Joy was felt... arm
crowded with baby clothing created through love
and special pull of thread from sacred cloth hidden}
M'Lord!! { find myself in two places... heart dictates
this not head... not stopping to analyze but to
accept and use it. flings self into passionate singing }
Such Joy never felt! To Ride this Horse of Sweet
Harmonic Union with another Soul... beyond distance
... time...
Habibi Ya Nour El - My Darling, You are the glow in my eyes.
{ Arabic & Spanish }
Translation
My Darling, the glow of my eyes,
You who lives in my fantasies
i've adored You for years
No one else is in my mind
My Darling, the glow of my eyes,
You who lives in my fantasies
My Darling, the glow of my eyes,
You who lives in my fantasies
i listen to Your sweet voice... breaking the silence
The Darling of my loves
how much I love you.
{[whispered} My Darling, the glow of my eyes,
You are my destiny, take my heart
Take it with You, take it with You
You are my destiny, my only passion
will go with You... to the ends of the earth
Your eyes linger with me, Your eyes are enough
Your eyes linger with me, Your eyes are enough.
They light up my nights...
My Darling, my Darling, my Darling,
My darling, the glow of my eyes,
You who lives in my fantasies.
Your heart called to me and said,
You love me ... God be with you
You reassured me.
i adore Your eyes ... and Your fragile lips
i adore Your kisses ... like nectar of apples
i'll be with You till the end
My darling, my darling, my darling,
My darling, the glow of my eyes,
You who lives in my fantasies
The Darling of my loves
{ background } with all my heart... love of my loves...
with all my heart... love of my loves...
{place of my deepest Joy M'Lord said... lifts armload
of fabrics high before me here...the magical sea of
the desert!...Jim is here... he help lifts...
We Whisper I Believe... I believe...
I ... closes eyes tight! ... Has the World scarred
me or... determined... we say together... I Believe!}
{ soft hands... warm... throat contracts... little head
lay tenderly on shoulder... natural... as if head had
always been there! Jim smiles... kisses us both
then departs for his own dream... }
{Oh how to speak of such a gift! a moment! }...M'Lord!
{ quickly scoot us both into my tent... tent has changed
but i do not question it... i'm learning that what is
within has a right to manifest here...
the magical "within" that is without... external... quickly
dresses little one...controlling trembling...
then small hand in mine we step through my own dream
for presentation}
First bring the child to Me... {settles child in seat...
breathes deeply... Gratitude knows no bounds! As if
time did not pass between us... sends a song to M'Lord's
Heart }
{Eyes proud of little one's state of being... inwardly
assumes rightful place... a joke on cruelty at last!
waits for M'Lord to enter the camp... once He is here...
He shall enter my dream... Heart pounding... He is
HERE!}
M'Lord... here there are no slaves against one's will
... each man represent Your kindness... and volunteered
to represent each tenderness given...
it is Your Generosity of Spirit that brings
the child forth ... each man... an act of Goodness...
Allow Your Goodness to be seen and represented
by these Angels of Men
who volunteered to reflect M'Lord's acts of
Beauty and Goodness back to M'Lord...
Our Gift to You Sir...
{ M'Lord's manner gentle... Heart sobs in Joy of
acceptance!} Thank You for Your Mercy upon me!
Thank You for granting me this unconventional wish
M'Lord! Thank You for my miracle in the Desert!
...shyangel...
Last edited by shyangel; 11-25-2009 at 05:59 AM..
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