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Originally Posted by blue62
even though we may not see eye to eye on things of God..I will start by saying...
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Even though June may not see "eye to eye" on things of "God," she will start by saying:
Blue- You are the heart, the soul, the "Mamma" to the "Pappa" without which June would not be "June." -Thank you...
And in reading each of you, each and every day, June honestly thanks you for who you are, what you've given her, in ways that would otherwise go left unknown:
ILNC- You are the conscience of June's hair, nails, and "heathen spirit." You bring more smiles to me in knowing I was your "first atheist" (that you ever actually spoke to!?) than you will ever, ever know. You warm my heart each and every time I think of you as I shovel snow up here, hair a mess, with broken nails, and coons running rampant within the mystery of our seemingly polarized worlds...I love ya, Coon sister! (I really do!)
PG77- For opening up June's heart in ways that few seldom have...
aiangel_writer- For showing June your true soul, in showing June her true self, in seeing yours...
Village Life- For the preciousness of sweet, dear little Christine, in the context of you, which gives June hope in the world...
Mrstewart- For reminding and reawakening in June the love for the one person she initially bonded with, and without whom, she would not know the meaning of trust: her Grandmother. --Through making June feel
your love for
your grandmother. Which was more of a gift than you will ever know...She's still "there." Just as June's grandmother enables her to be "here;" to be "June." I am forever thankful to you...
ptsum- For your reminders to June that we are all held within the circle of nature, of life, of our
collective histories of one another...
Kerby W-R- For bringing June back, reminding her, and re-grounding her, with each and every thread, to the real essence of
Unity...
MTbound- For allowing June to know that real friends really exist in similiar processes.
Deb in VA - For the
rainbow. ...For it's ever-reaching arch that would cause June to cherish your friendship; to cherish the colors that come and go...
Redbird- For your love, for allowing me to care, for that which makes me miss you...
Noland - For challenging June, and for taking her heart and mind to images of rivers every time she reads "beautiful St. John's river" and wonders what you
really mean by that...
Mams- For forever. For always returning, despite the struggles, to the reality of strength that so clearly lies within you...For which June is forever, always, personally gratefull.
Firstborn 888 - For your honesty in reminding June of the purpose of beauty that will forever exist in loss...For that reminder, that memory, June's heart honestly, honestly thanks you...
Fundamentalist- For making June realize, think, that there is a reason and a purpose to her reactions, she sincerely thanks you...In polarization, she will forever and always strive to find unity. That, is a true gift. Thank you.
Shana Brown - In looking forward to, and in reading your sweet, sweet "God Bless," June smiles.
Hoosier- For however and always you help June clarify who and what she really is, and where she stands, within this overall context of what we call "life," June is forever gratefull. --And for knowing that when the when the world is rampantly over run by Coons, she will not be alone.
Miriam- For giving June
hope: That perhaps, June too, can someday be 76 years old and fiesty, vibrant, and oh so self-embracing! And for making June truly realize that despite opposite worlds, "gardening" can still take place...
linicx- For finding in your blogs the souls of your soul...
coosjoaquin - For your incredible, exquisite, celebratory youth, in which is conveyed both your mind, and the infinity of numbers! --But even more importantly, (to June) the brilliance of the mathematical, human heart in it's striving for infinite knowledge; perfection....
immplant- For instilling in June that desire to still understand; to figure out...??
grannynancy- For always making June think: "Now that makes damn good sense!"
Blueberry- For that first dm, in which you simply let June know: you are there if she ever has any questions...
Dear blueberrry....You hold my heart.
World Citizen- For truly making a heartfelt impression on June in ways which she suspects you will never fully know...That in initiating the mending of bridges, that perhaps the first step in crossing that bridge is in knowing that only through the building of it, there is hope. June thanks you. We created a bridge, perhaps. --Which in this world, is no small feat...But June can accept the unknown of not knowing, or not, dear WC.
Curlythecosmo- For your words of sweet, daily gladness, in making known that which is ultimately both joyously you, and gladly known through you...
huckleberry - For your utterly understated wisdom and stublety that says more in one post than June could ever possibly say in 300...
yhwhshalomjr- For being the person responsible for June actually having purchased the CD with that song by the Blind Boys of Alabama!
(For which she is still....in shock.)
Betsey Lane- For posting your words that made June ponder the meaning of "prayer" in the context of, and aftermath of, loss...
HsvMike- For loving the third person in June, which in turn, allowed June to love the third person in you.
moonsavvy- For within whose posts/words June came to realize the reality that exists in honesty and truth...June misses you.
DimSumRaja - June is missing you and your words that gave her sense of self context...(Where have you gone?)
DOTL- For perhaps providing June with a glimpse of your God in a way that you will never really know...(???)
HotinAz - For the fact that but for you, June would never have asked herself whether or not the shack is out there, or whether it will weather in the elements, decompose, and fall in on itself before one ever knows, or is even able to ask the question as to whether or not it even exits...Thank you for your thread that raised the question as regards that ultimately mysterious mystery.
sanspeur- Apart from absolutely loving the French nature of your name, ("without" what???) June can only thank you for your reminders of...(Refer to "Montana" and whether or not we ever actually "got a room" --Or did we ever actually NEED ONE?!) below...)
Little Thirsty - For that time, (long, long ago,) when you posted something about wanting to know whether others had a "special, sacred place." Which in it's asking, enabled June to make a connection: Both to you, and to her own
imagination. The extent to which June lacks the abilty to explain to you just how much that meant to her is equal to the profound power of grace that you inadvertantlly, unknowingly gave to June just in asking...Thank you. xo
Big Thirsty - For continually tolerating me in asking you the
same question. For continually allowing me to have hope that what I am asking can truly exist...For always allowing me to want to bring together that which seemingly divides, as at the same time it inspires me to not give up hope. June asks you, therefore: Do not make her give up hope.
As always: "My best to you and Little Thirsty and Baby/Toddler Thirsty."
skbs - For your posts which are sporadically compelling to June, she wonders: Who are you?
Mooseketeer- I do not, DO NOT have words for what the presence and the impact of having you in my life means...In finding you, June found that part of herself that she knows she could not have found otherwise, except in YOU.
We will be there next October! (Yes! Yes! Yes!)
What else in this world could possibly make me smile as much, love you and Stephan as I do, and honestly, truly feel as though...We were already "known" in that "heathen" womb? My dear, beloved soul mate across the pond: It shall be my utmost honor and joy to be present at your nuptuals. I love you. I rejoice in the above...And I promise you that I will contain and control, with dignity and true ("nipple belt") refinement, this:
Troop - You
are "Good Will Hunting." --Beyond which, I can only say, you were
born in your mother's
heart...This heart.
Weatherologist - (In a failing economy, the latest bids on ebay are up to...
) <----
My dear, for being, in every sense of the word, a kindred spirit, a friend, and the sister June has and will always wish she has had, as actualized in
you: I have no words. I know that you know. We both know. I have no other way of tellng you: I love you.
cg81- For sitting beside me, and invisably pointing to Mack, all the while that I continue to ask "
" --And tolerating that...But most of all: For letting me trust you. For letting me
trust you...<------
Oakback- Simply, most memorably, when you posted
THIS: //www.city-data.com/forum/2781743-post54.html --You have NO idea..."stunned."
Lastly:
Montana- For the distance you have travelled to come to be with June, for the days and nights, for the hours in which we have spent on the phone, for the part of me that will forever and always rest with you, love you, June says: thank you for forever being:
My dear, sweet man.
xo
Alpha- For Naomi. For taking a photograph. For making one, mere statement, comment, sentence.
...That in turn had the capacity to ignite the imagination, set a spark, validate for you, in what you actually live to be for others...What you most unknowing have...
Perhaps given.