I don't think writing (blog) is for me

I don't like my thoughts lingering around for years and years, especially when my mindset has changed. It is nice for me to read old journal entry & be amazed by some of my prior thoughts but I don't want to share that with everyone.


I love writing. I have journal entry all over the place & some days I can't think straight unless I empty my head in a journal. I also love posting on message board, so much information. So much I can learn & I can share. But sometimes when I read my old post, I am surprise at how I was. In message board its not typically hidden in several pages away & its on specific subject so I don't mind. The value I get at that time is greater than my thought lingering around online. I thought I would love sharing my thoughts with the world in blog style. Hence I started writing here but after the 3rd entry I kept filtering topics I wanted to write about. I kept looking for topics that I won't mind reading about months/years later. Well there isn't too many things to write about once I started filtering & so the fun went away. I went back to my pen & paper with the comfort of privacy. I guess I am not as cool as most millennial ready to share their life with the world & show them the way. I appreciate those people because I enjoy reading about them. But I guess it is not me. I will still post here & there but fail endeavor