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Originally Posted by HighFlyingBird
But there was no imbalance of power. Repeat that 10 times.
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I am struggling with this concept of imbalance of power in the case of a 17 year old boy & a grown woman of any age. Really; I'm open to persuasion vs trying to be an a**hat.
I am struggling because I spent (what was left of) my childhood after the 6th grade with very poor self-esteem. I thought I was stupid ... In school. I really thought, despite being placed in all honors classes that following year, that I lacked the intellect to ever graduate & go to college.
I stuck out like a sore thumb in my mind. I was tall (5'8"). Wore a size 36C bra. Was mistaken frequently for a high school student & the next year was mistaken for a single mom while I was babysitting. But I thought I was stupid ... because that's what "Mr. R", my 6th grade teacher told me.
He told me I would need to stay after school for study help ... if I ever wanted to make it to the 7th grade. He told me that if I didn't he'd have to send a note home to my parents & I would be in deep trouble.
Eventually; I had to stay late after school every day with him because I was just that dumb. He told me ... I was very lucky that he had the time to help me "catch up" to the rest of the 6th grade class.
He was a big man. I was an 11 year old girl & I was 1st & foremost afraid of HIM &
then I was afraid of disappointing my parents. I did what I was told.
And I am
really struggling with sharing this "imbalance of power" (of Me vs Mr. R) ... with a 17 year old boy vs a 20-something woman. I'm insulted that it's being called the "same thing". She is
not Mr. R & I was
not a 17 year old male.
But; I'm trying to keep an open mind because so many here seem to think it IS the same thing & there is a lot of emotion behind it. What am I missing?